get busy living

[osiphiris]

It's been a while since I sat down at this computer and decided that my heart needed some pouring or that my journal needed watering but I suppose both are overdue

Comments

[kingpaulrus]

you know what we stand against its not some simple force that can orchestrate everything we know to be false its the most complex knot of lies deception and forced ignorance you can imagine so tangled you might not ever even come close to knowing whats at the core thats why we need a island :) that we can move out of existence

[marcellass]

Unfortunately, I think lying is the only way we manage to live with ourselves. Also, all truths lead to no secrets, no secrets lead to a totally public life... and that's fucking scary.

fear

[osiphiris]

What's so scary about a totally public life? There are some secrets I keep from most people. I've given those secrets to people that I can't really trust. I mean, these people have at times had huge animosity towards me. I don't fear that information getting out though really. I never killed anyone so what does it matter if someone ends up finding out some slightly embarassing but generally harmless information? What have I got to hide when some day I'll die and my secrets won't do anyone good then?

I wasn't talking about being like Jim Carrey in liar liar, I was more talking about how the government is fucked up and I tend to avoid saying the hard things that really need saying.