my god, i dont think i could have had a worse day in my life ( Read more... )

didnt end up going back to the doctors for sleeping pills. i couldnt really be bothered. it doesnt help at the moment that im sleeping on just a mattress that would be, at first guess about 30 years old. its waaaay past its used-by date ( Read more... )

for fucks sake ( Read more... )

so. went to the doctors this afternoon. i explained my situation, how i'm not getting nearly enough sleep and that i've tried all these relaxation techniques to try and help me sleep, but they havent worked, and that i'm getting very frustrated that i cant sleep ( Read more... )

well, i had a thoroughly enjoyable night saturday night, courtesy of vodka and cheap sparkling wine ( Read more... )

all i want to do is fucking slit my wrists...i dont know why but all of a sudden i just want to fucking die

ever since my best friend tried to kill herself last week, all i can think about is how much i want to slice my arm up from wrist to elbow. its not like i want to slit my wrists or find a vein to kill myself...but i just want a deep enough cut to warrant stitches. not that i havent before ( Read more... )

so much ( Read more... )

( Mobile quiz- stolen from purplerain18 :P )

*ugh ( Read more... )