People i thought were my friends. Thats makes it even worse. If you know me at all you know i am struggling with my walk with the Lord right now. I am hoping to get baptized this summer and i really have turned around in the past couple of years. But days like today are what makes me really question myself. I am not going to name any names because ( Read more... )

so yea school was REALLY slow with the rain and everything (i dont know why but when it rains i always get tired and things go slowly) but we had honor's breakfast this morning so that made my day considering i have never been to one before. but yea then i came home and got my hair cut which was good because i needed one, it looks peeeeeeeerdy. ( Read more... )

school went...well...school. need i say more? came home right after school. it felt weird. had to go into work at 3 and my legs hurt like anything now. i had to tell allison (one of my 3 bosses) that i had to stop working there. i was sad. its really good pay too. and it didnt help much that i got a $139 pay check from there today. gosh! i know! ( Read more... )

you have no idea. i went to youth group for the first time in a loooong time because of the musical and bill asked me if i was going to young life camp because i never turned in the first payment and i had to tell him that i cant go because i cant afford it and he said that he will help me pay for it. it takes a very kind person to do that. i love ( Read more... )

o good day indeed....well besides the fact that i walked out of english class in a state of rage and am never going back into that room again. but o well mrs rotterman is the spawn of satin any ways. but ne who so yea i get an e-mail from heather and her and her other coach from her ASC ThunderBirds team want me to come play for them. im stoked! ( Read more... )

the one word to describe it...wow. it was so touching its not even funny. the final performance went SOOO well i was pumped. syd came which was awsome because i havnt seen her in a good 9 months. but yea at final circle i broke down. well actually even before that. i was sitting in the audatiorium all by myself reading my poster everyone signed and ( Read more... )

went pretty well actually. david ACTUALLY THREW THE BALL INTO THE LITTLE BOY's GLOVE! i know we were all in awe. but yea only a few minor mistakes so its all good. had a good crying sesion after because of some things i wish to remain unnamed even though most of the cast/crew know what happened. lets just say it was not good. but hopefully things ( Read more... )

ok maybe that is a bit drastic but i sure did feel that way at dinner. some things happened and some people said some REALLY mean things to me and to make a long story short i broke down crying for a good 1/2 hour in the audatorium (and i dont care i spelled it wrong) and they text someone's phone saying they hate me and just AHHHHHH! so yea im ( Read more... )

i have gotten too many fat jokes and insults in the past week. im losing weight. and i mean it. iv let myself go waaaaay too much and i need to get in shape for cancun. so for now on no more fatty foods. only 2 meals a day. and during dinner break at crew im going out on the track and running. its gonna work...hopefully

so yea left the house at 9 in the morning yesterday for crew...i got back at 1:30 am THIS morning...15 1/2 hours of crew. but hey we got alot done and i actually didnt want to shoot myself until the last hour. of course i want to kill a really creapy guy on my crew who is...well...creapy. good call i know. he tried to stick his hand up my skirt a ( Read more... )