and It rained long and hard into the night - and it hadnt rained in so long i was almost scared it never would. and I smiled as i held her hand and thick drops fell onto my face and ran through our intertwined fingers. I told you it would, she said, and i nooded and looked skyward. I know, i said laughing, i should have never doubted you, Love ( Read more... )

and These photos I print are reminding me of everything I've lost, and I just want to go home now. Home to blue couches and city lights and bottoms of empty bottles where we passed out to find our perfect endings. Each photo I print reminds me of another fading memory and another bluring face. [I dont even remember your taste anymore] and My ( Read more... )

i moved back into the house i grew up in the other day. seems strange to be somewhere after this long. im not sure if i like it or not yet, maybe it's growing on me, but maybe ive outgrown it all in the end. i wake up early every day to the sound of birds outside my window, and i hate them. let me sleep away this place. i paint the walls white like ( Read more... )

Tibet. -tibetibetibetibet- what else to say? how can i tell you? its everything i hoped it would be and nothing i expected. the markets here remind me alot of india - tightly packed and people haggling you left and right. they dont know i understand them when they tell eachother to rip me off. i know. i understand ( Read more... )

We sat there on the floor with glazed eyes as we stared up to the orange and yellow cloths hanging above us covered in unintelligent Hindu writings. We passed the hose back and forth as we thought of all teh words we could utter, but never would. I picked up my highball glass and poured another too-strong drink and you did the same. You set the ( Read more... )

They told me New York was the city that never sleeps, but i've been up for days wandering these streets at night, and i think they might have lied again. these streetlights shine down during midnight hours that glow over the mountains so bright it looks like day break. the sun isnt needed with all these windows filled with urban stars ( Read more... )

So you're like a real live adult now, and it's a good thing, because soonsoonsoon we'll all be gone ( Read more... )

On nights like this ( Read more... )

you're full of hearts and i'm full of stars, and aren't we a beautiful pair? you fit so perfectly in my arms while you kiss my cheek so sweetly. i grab your hand and twirl you around and around on the dancefloor like i love, while you lay my head on your shoulder and fill my head with words more beautiful and honest than i ever knew could be ( Read more... )

my book has become my prison and words are useless anyhow ( Read more... )