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ostarsabovemeo

I Got The Message Long Before You Said You Knew, There Was No Chance Of Us At All...

Oct 17, 2005 08:35

i had an awesome weekend with allen and the guys. i miss everyone so much. and the show was incredible. i am so happy for allen and so proud of him. hes in a real band now. everyone was laughing at how small he is compared to the other guys, and how young he looks, but when he gets up on stage it doesnt even matter. his playing speaks for itself. ( Read more... )

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lovely_ol_me October 17 2005, 13:39:49 UTC

There is a reason why I call. Not just to make him angry and try to ruin his time with you. When someone youve loved tells you he wants you he misses you all this and the other stuff..you kind of feel like hes yours again. I respect you, dont think Im starting things. Im not crazy and we both know Allen knows the words to say to keep girls around. Obviously. So point is..Im not crazy and I dont know what Allen tells you but we hang out a lot still. And it isnt just as friends you know. Its kind of like were dating without the title, just so he can do what he wants and I cant get mad about it. Im sure you know how it is. Youve known Allen for a long time. We both know him well enough to say that he is a consistant liar. I try my best not to disrespect you. So please dont do it to me.

lovely_ol_me October 17 2005, 14:13:40 UTC

well Im glad we have an understanding of eachother..kind of :/

lovely_ol_me October 17 2005, 14:24:03 UTC

Sorry I ever treated you badly. I guess I was too ignorant to see that he was treating us both the same way. He loved us and wanted to "be" with us both. I always just thought you were lying to piss me off lol. I guess the jokes on us right?

lovely_ol_me October 17 2005, 14:35:05 UTC

I wish we could break his heart. Well, I noticed that you changed the entry. Thanks. Now Im a little less mad at Allen because you arent the bitch I thought you were. And now I know that you arent a horrible person either. He hurt you he hurt me, we should have never hated one another. Love does crazy things to a person..like make you believe the one you love. ironic? Youre right..it is hard to let go. I dont know how Im going to do it.