hey kids im still alive and well

i have been sooooo busy lately!! what with working 30 hours a week along with school and rehearsal, i just have no time to update this damn thing. lets see...my days have mostly consisted of me going to class for 5 hours then rehearsal for 4 after that, or working 8 hours in the early morning then rehearsal for 4 ( Read more... )

so i've been feeling kinda weird today....everyone seems to be annoying the hell out of me, and there's no real reason for it, they just are. a good friend of mine is moving to michigan on sunday and i'll miss him, though he'll visit i'm sure, along with calling me quite often. im jealous of his whore aka F.B. because she's getting all the ( Read more... )

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Buddhism

Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Buddhist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.

40% spiritual.
40% faith-oriented.


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and they wonder why i lock my door....

so this weekend has been awesome so far!!! friday night i went out with tara and austin and her gang....tara and i started walking to the party and they had no beer, so we went to another party and i ran into lukie on the sidewalk and told him to come with us. soooo he did haha. so the party was kinda lame but they had beer and i had lukie to talk ( Read more... )

[ X ] I am a cuddler

[   ] I am a great dancer or try to be

[   ] I am a morning person.

[ X ] I am a perfectionist.

[   ] I am an only child.

[ X ] I am Catholic

[   ] I am currently in my pajamas.

[   ] I am currently pregnant.

[ X ] I am currently single.

[ X ] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.

[   ] I am okay at styling other ( Read more... )

hmm...

so i said some dumb shit to 2 different guys tonight...both were very truthful and pretty much told them how i felt...one i told i wanted to have some good happenings with, and the other i told everything. just everything. what the fuck was i thinking??

i blame being tired, i mean, it IS 2:49am....

so it wasnt drunkenness...he remembers....its aaaallll real.....

=)

so ive just had a lot on my mind lately....like the emotions and thoughts are just overwhelming my body and my head and i just cant seem to focus on anything lately. i havent had so much crap run through my head at once...i cant sleep very well...and i even locked my keys in my car today....

i dont know what to say to him really....i was going to ( Read more... )