I never realize until im sitting around everyday, how boring it is to be doing nothing!!! Maybe thats why I love working at CP. I never seem to miss it until right before thanksgiving and i really miss it around the X-mas party... Oh well i wont know for another couple of weeks if i passed my praxis and im really nervous about it. What do i do ( Read more... )

So i havent written in here in a while and i dont know how often i really will but here goes. Life is going well (despite my usual spring illness) and im just as uncertain about my direction as i have been for a while. Im going back to cp and i have few expectations for what Im going to do. this might seem wierd but that is a huge step for me. ( Read more... )

Im really questioning what i want to do when i graduate. if i do the easy thing like i seem to always do, ill just get a job here in cleveland and live here miserable that i didnt do anything new. I have to get out of this town, and i just dont know how im going to do it. should i go and move to pa like i want to and be close to friends that i ( Read more... )

ive had friends do this and i always wanted to try it and see if the reflection i get from it is worth the effort. Im trying to make and effort and stop stressing out about the things that are out of my control. ITs hard i hate not being in control of every little detail. It makes my mind a mess and i wake up tired and cranky everyday. maybe ( Read more... )