just because i am who i am, in my free thinking time i think how unbearable the world would be should i loose another man in my life...i now have 'daddy issues' and it's making me crazy...

Cold, cold water surrounds me now ( Read more... )

Love Song For No One ( Read more... )

there are some things that you read that sort of clear up all the haze and i guess are profound at the time...with that, your destiny is never tied to anybody that left

i'm so tired that saying i'm so tired everyone can relate to that, but saying that i feel like i have mono again, only you people who went through mono know that kind of tired...i'm mono tired...and numb...

i feel so alone, so pathetic, so tired but can't sleep, so overcome, so lost...i understand why so many people stay in apartments, it's easier, stupid, but easier...this year is going to suck and amaze me, i don't want any of it...

so, i've pretty much lost most of my sleep the past couple of nights because it takes longer than normal to shut my mind up enough to fall asleep...most of it is things that are pointless in even worrying about, others are true realities every day...almost every day at work, i cringe when i hear the phone-which is quite a bit...to actually think ( Read more... )

Your Boobies' Names Are...
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dear sweet live journal ( Read more... )

you were with me for so many years and i left you for myspace
i'm so sorry livejournal
but you should know that's the way the world works...