I decided, well, been a while since i wrote anything in here, at least for me it has been anyways. I am currently watching family guy while i am typing this. I am also on the phone with my friend so i may end up getting slightly confused, so, um, this may not make much sense. Ok then, the other day, i was hanging out with my friend amber, who is ( Read more... )

I am sitting here currently hurting pretty badly, which i have been hurting extremely bad. Since my last entry, been dabling with the magic, and i am feeling absolutely shitty. I mean, my mom is thinking about taking me to the emergency room, they are getting my grandpa to pray for me or something right now, i dont feel like going out. Just, ( Read more... )

I am so totally out of it. I think, i dont know, i did the ouija board, and i have this weird feeling of light headedness. It is so very weird, hard to explain. Wonder, wat is up. Just, a weird ass feeling, never felt like this before. Yay, inuyasha is bout to come on. Yay. I wonder what is up with me? i am going to type down what is in my head ( Read more... )

Didnt really feel like putting a subject on this one. Oh well, So anyways. I am just sitting here still bored out of my mind, thinking about things. I have been concentrating on college alot the past few days. I have been looking at some colleges in maine. But, I mean, it seems pretty cool. Different Scenery, away from family, which i think i ( Read more... )

Ok then, just sitting here and figured that i would write because,w ell it will give me something to do for at least a few minutes. anywas, i wrote part of a poem that i forgot about, not sure how to end it, but i actually like that about the poem, no ending? how unusual, so i figured i would write it down.its not really good, but it is how i feel ( Read more... )

Ok then, there is no subject. Just on here, figured i would write, the other thing ended up turning out alright, thank god. But it has me wondering, bout things, considering all i do is wonder, it sort of sucks ass, always thinking about things. I am currently listening to one of my favorite bands of the moment. It is a local band, called Mighty ( Read more... )

Ok then, i have been stressed out all day, wonder if i am losing my sanity, if it is all in my mind. I messed up, i guess i am paying for it then, not sure, i dont feel like i deserve this though, and i am not ready for it in the long run. I just hope things change soon. I really do. Oh well, i am going to worry myself sick if i dont stop it. ( Read more... )

I was watching what i could say that i am offically in love with, the final fantasy 7 advent children movie, which i own in japanese and now in english**squeals with excitement**. Although life, screwed up as it is, i can still appreciate a good movie, and maybe hope that things will work out like they did in the movie. With everyone happy at the ( Read more... )

Ok then, here i am, once again, slightly depressed, reality bites ass. But what can i do? nothing really. Not sure what to say, just still on the road to healing, feeling better, trying. Hopefully will happen soon, got my song to describe my mood, my feelings. Of course change all the she's to he's, but this is pretty much how i feel, and if you ( Read more... )

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