Today has been pretty strange, I feel odd in a few ways then the ways i feel right.. Why does all of this have to happen today? I can't understand why everything feels like it does, or why the people give off this strange aura.. I'm glad i got to see beth yesterday- i really miss her, and it was good.. even if i had to end up shovlllin another car- ( Read more... )

Tonight and the past few nights have been amazing.. :D This whole week ever since early tuesday morning (about 3 am or so) I've been with Tim. Things have been greater then i could have ever imagined, and for once, someone really loves me. I feel, that coming down here may have put my mom through some troubles and issues with randy etc, but it's ( Read more... )

like a moth to a flame, my dreams appear and awaken me again.. in a world that's so white, what else could i say?

okay, so here are some pics i took of me, and the album i made for em- if you feel like lookin at it without the iframe, or if you cannot view iframes with your browser.. please visit: http://student.siskiyous.edu/class/art35/graham/recentme/

"i'm not attached ( Read more... )

I'm really upset now.. Why does everyone get so mad at me for talking about them in my journal.. Just because i haven't seen beth in like 4 days, she gets mad at me for talking about her, saying that i hope she doesn't get mad at me for something.. I swear, i'm just gonna keep myself to myself.. what's the point of having a journal if all your ( Read more... )

The last few days have been seriously amazing, life has taken a turn for the best, and is currently handing over all the things i've been craving.. Don't ask me how, or why- I just know I love him, and I trust deeply enough in that.. My awesome T-kun, how I think of writing about you, and how so little I do write, forgive my fingers and their idle ( Read more... )

OKAY- now i'm fucking pissed.. i just typed a HUGE fucking entry and it got killed.. i think since i have time, i'm just gonna fucking do it over again.. or not.. which ever makes my mind at peace the most, and helps best to pass the time.. god help me.. save my soul... *SIGH* okay.. so my final is at 1p today- and i have nothing else to do untill ( Read more... )

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Life, at times, feels like such a burden in some ways.. Like having to choose between what you want, and what is best for you.. There's really no telling where you will end up, and no knowing if you'll ever return to stand on the same ground you stood on while you were missing out on everything you longed for.. There is only the sky, and tomorrow, ( Read more... )

"I was somewhere once, a place far from everything else. A quiet unmatched by silence itself, a dark equal to the absence of the gods. I was there, in the visions, the flute of Pan abides with my heart, and my eyes fallow the presence who's adobe is here. It, like silk, like smoke, like nothing, stretches from the edges of the universe, calming and ( Read more... )