girl u need to quit that crap!!! and im serious... i no things get tough and things may upset you but thats not a reason to do this to yourself!!! u no im always here for u, sry that i didnt come over to the house my dad wanted me to take it home after i filled it up!!! but just remember that i luv ya girl!!!!!
man i know how you feel about the razor slicing your skin and what not, but it is no way to be. i have to fight myself almost everyday on it. just think how many scars you're going to have when you get older. i know i have plenty that are pretty visible, and they are over six months old! and then peeps are like, why did you do that mess? it does get old after a while. i understand if you can't stop though. i know the only reason i'm not cutting is because they will commit me if i do it again. :-\. blah. blah. blahhhh.
first off.... i dont hate u. and secondly the only reason i got mad wuz cause he use to preach to me for doing that soo thats the only reason it pissed me off..... but gurlie u r my friend but the thing is... i got alot of issues. and yes i'll be careful w/ danny.. i mean i'm gettin use to the idea of maybe wanting to be w/ him but i dont wanna permently be tied down right now... thats the thing.. what u mean he'd get scared??? scared of what. i donno whats gonna happen in the future w/ me and thomas but maybe once he realizes that he made a mistake about dumping me and u kno not being able to deal w/ the drama than he'll see and he'll want me back. plus i have a feeling that once i'm out on my own in june he'll wanna be w/ me again. welp g2f bye bye ~amanda~
first off.. hehe i didnt know u said that. THAT IS NOT EVEN WHAT I'M MAD AT U ABOUT. IT HAS TO DO W/ U WANTIN TO RUN YOUR MOUTH TO OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT MY BUSINESS WHEN I TELL U OR SOMETHIN TO SOMEONE I DONT MEAN FOR THEM TO GO RUNNING THEIR MOUTH TO PEOPLE ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE. what i say on lj is only what i let certain people to read and when people violate that right and go tell people outside of lj it is total bullshit!!!!!!!
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p.S. thanx for the support....
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