I wake before her and I can’t help but marvel at this beautiful woman I am curled around. When I went to lie down after Jackie’s Christmas dinner little did I suspect that hours later I would be anywhere close to the reality I now find myself.
A no longer human Rose snuggled into my arms, and married. Everything has moved so fast as to make even my head spin at the implications. There has been no question in my mind for a long time now that I love Rose, but always I have held her emotionally at arms length not being able to bear the thought of loving her as I have wanted to do and of losing her far too soon because of her human nature and her incredibly short lifespan in comparison to my own. Even knowing that my people were gone, hadn’t taken away that self-imposed barrier, if anything it had strengthened it my knowing what kind of destruction of which I was capable.
But all of those walls had crumbled to dust in the face of their love, and her willingness to sacrifice everything to be with me including her very humanity. For there is no question that physically there is no trace left of her human heritage. Her body though not fully that of a Gallifreyan is undeniably fully Gallifreyan as those parts that were not specific to my species were that of the one we developed and with whom we shared the planet and many of us our lives, that of the TARDIS. Appearance wise she hasn’t changed much other then being, from what I can tell a natural blonde now. But the double beat of her hearts against my chest tells me as unquestionably as the presence of her in that part of my mind that has always be exclusively connected to my people of the truth of her changes.
She has become more a part of my life then I could ever have dreamed, and when she asked earlier for my forever I knew already it was hers, and it had been from the moment I knew what she, no they had done to have it with me. Caressing her cheek, I kiss her temple and know even more so now that she could ask anything of me and I would endeavor to give it to her, to them, because no matter how long I live I will never be able to give them a fraction of what they have given me with their recent choices. The bonding of our bodies was but a formality in the face of those actions. Even though it is worth it, I shudder as I realize that it will most likely mean I will be subjected to a human wedding at some point and have to live with the knowledge that Jackie Tyler is now my mother-in-law, at least she is still human.
‘Oi, that’s me mum you’re thinking about there!’ I hear Rose’s protest and can’t help but smile at her indignant words.
“Yes she is, she’s YOUR mum not mine.”
“Well don’t think it has escaped my notice Mr. that I am not the only one in this bed that has human heritage.” She states as she rolls to her other side to face me and I can’t help but be stunned that she knows about my own mother. Yet another thing she knows now that I haven't spoken to Rose about and I know must have come to her from Verity's memories. As disconcerting as that is I can't help but notice as I go to protest the intense possessiveness I feel, and how beautiful she is and suddenly it doesn’t matter.
“And don’t be thinking that sweet thinking me is going to work on this topic.” She states but I can feel the flush of pleasure my unguarded thoughts have on her.
“Oh is that so?” I retaliate by thinking of a number of things I fully intend to do with her at my first opportunity and reach forward gently tweaking her top breast as I feel it pebble into hardness at my mental imaging.
Before she can reply I become much more vigorous in my efforts to distract her as I reach down to seek out her core. Feeling the incredible softness of her down I slide my fingers lower and dip down to press into that wonderfully sensitive nubbin that I love to torment. As I stroke across her clit it causes her buck forward to meet my exploration. I moan as I feel her pleasure at my actions and I close my eyes for a moment just trying to loose my self in the smell and feel of her. She is so much my Rose at the same time so very different
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I protest to distract him from what is beginning to feel like regret coming from him. His snippy reply regarding her being my mum and not his irritates as I have heard too many times from him his comments about dumb apes and I reply with the first thing that comes to mind. As I mention his mum I realize my mistake the minute the words exit my mouth as he reacts to me knowing about something he hadn’t spoken to me about. Rolling to face him to let him know I am sorry, for my inconsiderate comment, as suddenly I know from Verity how much grief he has endured because of that. I feel an intense wave of possessiveness at a brief thought of him leaving me, as irrational as that now is because of our bonding. So instead I respond to the spike of desire I feel from him and try to make light of the situation pretending not to notice his distress over me knowing.
His thoughts in return are clear intense and erotic and I shiver as he teases my nipple, in my moment of distraction he continues to tease and caress me. I begin to feel like I have never felt so hot. I never imaged being touched like this could feel so very, very good, it's an exquisite enjoyment he is generating. His hands seem to be everywhere and I am almost dizzy with the sensations, finally the feelings of desire I am getting from him are enough to push me over the edge into another crashing orgasm that draws my body taut as it surges through me leaving me gasping and making small, strangled cries as all capacity for thought is lost in a white out.
As I slowly begin to slip back into myself I feel his head on my shoulder, hot breath panting against my nipple. His eyes are closed and he looks so beautiful like that and I know he has shared in the pleasure he has just created in me. Before I can think anything further he is again at work again playing my body like a fine instrument, caressing, petting, and licking till I can stand no more and shatter again. I look up, dazed at his ability to create such reactions, has he been holding back with me before or is it the new body. As if sensing the strength of the reactions he has been creating he has begun to gently stroke my side seeming to know every place that will sooth and relax even as moments before he was exciting me to almost unendurable pleasure. I hum in pleasure and nuzzle at his shoulder but his fingers again find their way back to my center and I gasp as I feel them delve further within.
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I stop my caress as I find an impediment where none was expected and look at her in surprise. I feel amazement and wonder and moments later her reaction as she realizes why and blushes furiously.
I can no longer be silent, “Why? We have..., Gallifreyan women don’t…”
“New body, we wanted to give you this since we couldn’t before.” she replies barely loud enough to be heard, and with intense embarrassment, and once again she has surprised me and has shocked me to silence.
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At his silence I look up shyly at him terrified. I don’t know why it seemed so important at the time but now it just scares me that he is so quiet and I have to wonder if even after everything this is too much for him to handle. Is it too weird for him, this humanness? Has he decided to reject us after all? I don’t know what to think as I realize I can’t hear his thoughts or feel his emotions any longer and I begin to draw back hoping to glean something from his expression. The look on his face though changes my mind and makes me flush all over again. His look is of awe, pleasure, and amazement, restraining an amazingly powerful passion that sears across my skin as he looks at me.
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Sensing her confusion I realize I have unconsciously shut her out as my training has taken over and in my shock I have shielded my mind. I hurriedly drop the barriers I have erected so she can appreciate how incredibly amazing I am finding her. That even in the chaos and pain that must have existed as she was creating a brand new body from vortex energy she thought of something like this and made the adjustment to her new body’s structure. I can’t believe she would do something like this, any of this, but if this is a dream I never want to wake.
“Oww!” what was that for?” I protest as she pinches my side.
“To prove to you you’re not dreaming.”
“But why Rose?” It just doesn’t make sense to me.
Her look is hurt and embarrassed at the same time. “I wanted you to… Don’t you want to? I mean, I… I want you… to… Jimmy didn’t deserve it and you do.” She finishes in a rush, blushing and looking away.
Seeing the insecurity and vulnerability in her eyes at the desire to give me something that was special, breaks my hearts that I have made her feel undesired and I answer in the only way I can, my voice thick with emotion “Yes, I very much want to. Very, very much.”
With that I move forward and capture her lips being careful to keep my lips sealed and forcefully holding in check the desire to send her flying out of control by setting off the pheromone triggers in her mouth. I want this to be slow and as special as she is, she has gone to great effort to be able to give me this gift and I want her to know exactly how much it means to me. I have to lean away though as she runs her tongue along my lips entreating entrance and I feel the tingle as her pheromones react on my skin increasing the burn of my own desire for her.
Leaning back I slowly caress her body paying special attention to the denser cluster of nerves near her collarbone nipping an laving them with my tongue and enjoying feeling her shiver at the new pleasure that causes her hearts to beat faster. Leaning back for a moment I slowly lick my fingers shivering at the trace of her pleasure there. Depositing my own pheromone mix liberally on them I reach for her breast. With a heated gaze she watches my actions and I give her a wicked smile as I slowly reach over and apply them to the task of tormenting her already aroused flesh and delight in the sounds of her cries of pleasure in reaction.
All the while I slowly begin reaching into her mind becoming more amazed by the moment as I trace the join of their mind. I remind myself of my goal I seek out to those synapses that transport bliss and check to see how stable her mental structure is, last thing I want to do is hurt her by pushing her new body harder or faster then it can handle. When I find what I am looking for I gently trigger a couple and feel the flood of passion hit my ladies like a tsunami. Forcing myself to stay separate as much as I can to insure her safety. In spite of that it still leaves me breathless in its wake.
I am delighted as I realize that my action has affected both the body in my arms as well as the one surrounding us as lights flicker and the sound of Verity’s engines have distinctly changed in her pleasure. The standard sounds of the TARDIS have taken on a new harmony one I can’t help but smile at, as it has be a long time since I heard that particular rhythm.
When she can speak again she gasps out “w-wha’ d’ you do” I just give her a huge manic grin and as I do it again this time though I let myself be partially washed away in my ladies pleasure. For a long time all we can do is lay panting in each other’s arms. This time though when we recover a bit she doesn’t bother with words but chooses to snog us senseless instead. Remembering clearly the intense reaction that action had caused before we had entered the hot tub though I refuse to let her push me over the edge with that action this time.
Though I figure turn about is fair play as we come up for air, it’s my turn to turn up the heat again as I slip away down her body causing her to grab for me. “Theta?”
The look I give her causes her to gasp at the raw sexuality it exudes and I feel her shiver in anticipation. My hands slowly sweep over her belly in gentle caresses as I kiss my way down her body. I can tell they aren’t completely sure what I have planned after my last surprise but that the suspicion is growing, and the anticipation of finding out makes her body tremble and her TARDIS engines purr. I can’t help but smile as I feel their reactions. Slowly I work my way down to her mound with small kisses and nips on the intervening area as I rest my hands gently on her hips, suddenly the Rose part of her consciousness knows exactly what I am thinking and desire cascades up her frame as her eyes watch my every move.
As I feel her tremble I lock my eyes to hers as I move my hand every so gently to caress her moist juncture setting off yet another shiver. Petting her I gently work my fingers into her opening and run my thumb across her clit and both hear and feel her response as I watch her eyes grow heavy as I continue my ministrations. Once her eyes close I move in for a taste bracing myself for the jolt of pleasure that it will create. The smell of her pleasure, and the pheromones her body is throwing off are taking their toll on my control of my physical reactions, and I am almost painfully hard from what we have been doing. This first time it is more important because of what she has chose to give me and I want, I need her to be ready for me. I never want for them to regret giving themselves to me in this way. More then ever I am intensely aware of the fact that the woman I hold is partially my companion and friend of so many centuries and I want this first time for both her and Rose in this body to be incredible. So I dive down drawing a slow stroke up her cleft with my tongue and her responding gasp is music to my ears her sudden grip on them as she can get no purchase on my hair is not as pleasurable but very focusing.
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Never have I felt so wanted, or desired. I have only ever dreamed of the kind of pleasure to which he has been introducing me. When I feel his tongue I gasp as my hips jerk in his firm yet gentle hold, and I grab for some part of him to hold on to. Never did I suspect it could feel this good. I smile in amazement at how much stronger my reaction are to him even as I react to the delightful pleasure this body can produce for him and us. It’s not lost on me in spite of the pleasure raging though our body that he is enjoying this too. Then the next wave of bliss overcomes us, taking all thinking the way of the dodo, into extinction. When the capacity for thought returns again I know that I want him more then I have ever wanted anyone or anything before and I can feel myself trembling with the need to feel him within us.
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Feeling her desire blazing at me through our bond, and the now very insistent demanding of my own body for release I look up her body to lock gazes with her as I slowly stalk on hands and knees up her body; expectancy crackles between us like a loose high voltage wire as I feel myself shaking with the need of her. When I finally am cradled between her thighs I align my self with her cleft watching her closely. Seeing the expressions of anticipation and nervousness flicker across her face and through my mind, I have to ask, “Trust me?”
Their reply is equally quiet but unquestionable and I feel it though our new bond as much as it is echoed though the other older psychic pathways between us. “Always, ‘n forever!”
With that I ever so gently begin moving forward bracing my self with one arm as I caresses her body with the other. As I come in contact with her wetness I have to close my eyes at the spasm of pleasure that contact causes, and my lungs freeze incapable of bringing in air for a few moments. Moving slowly, I begin to enter her, watching her face and mind for even the smallest hint of discomfort and finding only ever increasing waves of pleasure with each new portion of our bodies that comes in contact. Inching back just a bit I begin that glorious friction, that dance that is as old as eternity and I can’t help the groan caused by the exquisite tortuous pleasure of entering her and the almost dizzying effect of trying to hold back from just letting go and possessing her fully without any further delay. Again, forward and back bit-by-bit until I am coming right up to the barrier of her virginity with one last backward stroke I pause. Her eyes, which have glazed over with pleasure and drifted closed with the increasing sensations languidly open in a daze, but I can tell she knows why I have paused and I gasp with relief as she gives me a wordless nod.
Looking deep into her eyes and reaching deeper into her mind I wait for her final consent feeling what is now becoming a desperate need to possess her body in this way.
At her permission though my restraint snaps and I slide home into her body in one smooth motion only barely being able to concentrate enough to trigger a score of pleasure centers in her body that I had found earlier before being overwhelmed by the sensations. But I know it is more then enough to ensure that whatever protests her body may give at the breach of her reinstated maidenhood are completely drowned in a flood of pleasure. I cry out as I drive inward into both her body and mind. But before either of us can completely recover from that first wave I am already drawing back and yet again plunging myself into her depths unable now to slow or stop the biological imperative to possess that has taken hold, moments later I am claiming her lips, needing to connect to her in everyway possible my hands slip behind her back to cradle her shoulder blades opening an additional pathway into her mind even as she had done earlier. I am only peripherally aware when her body joins mine as it shifts into respiratory bypass again as lungs decide breathing is taking too much effort. I have reached the point that the final scraps of my concentration that are left are failing under the sensory assault and I know I will not be able to take much more before I am completely washed away by our body’s desperate need.
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I scream out my pleasure as he enters us and then there is nothing but his strokes smooth and strong and pleasure oh so much pleasure. Our bodies start into a glorious feedback loop, sensations that are generated between two Gallifreyan bodies linked body-to-body and mind-to-mind. Self rapidly dissolving into us, we and our pleasure, from there, there is only an exquisite, white-hot, super-nova of pleasurable sensations all thoughts obliterated by the flood of sensations.
Much later consciousness comes creeping into our exhausted bodies, which are still entwined body and mind, but in silent agreement we agree to sleep content in the knowledge that will have each other when we awake.
Chapter 12 - Old Things New Again
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