im thinking about making a website to display all my graphic work and hopefully start up a side job. if it turns out well ill post more information on it ( Read more... )

last night was probably the worst thangsgiving....ever. i was assigned the task (as i expected) to help clean up the kitchen up after dinner. i had no problem with it. i put the first load into the washer and i rinsed of the rest of the dishes that why i can just unload and reload when the washer was done. i did as i was told but obviously i didnt ( Read more... )

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sometimes the pain is more than i can handle. as i walk you to your car...i can feel it building up in the deepest pits of my soul. the pits where no one but you can ever touch. touch. your touch against my skin is a drug. one that at my very frist take, i had to have more. your eyes are what brought me into your adictive trap. the problem is...i ( Read more... )

hey guys, its me with another friendly update. i was talking to my friend, kyle, a little while back and he was talking about how he compeletly turned away from drugs. and coming from him, its a big deal. he was into them big time. shit went down and made him rething everything. i think that shows a lot of character and strength on his part. good ( Read more... )

so it very simple. im very annoyed by closed minded people. matt is here in modesto as im typing this and the reason im not with him right now is cus of his friend's sister. she is (from what i hear) a gay-hating, closed minded, bitch. for that reason alone im here at home waiting for my dear boyfriend is done with whatever he's doing. now i dont ( Read more... )

once again the time has come when i celebrate another wonderful month with matt. this is number 4 and im already looking foward to the next one. i love you soo much baby!

not much has really been going on lately. all i know is now im not working for myself but im working for my bank. fucking credit card. lol. im getting tired of brenden too. im just wasting my time there. i've been working there for about 6 months now and im getting no where. my hours STILL suck which is effecting my pay check. its totally blows. i ( Read more... )

no other pain hurts worse than the feeling of be alone.

today marks the thrid month matt and i have shared with each other. this had to be the best celebration ever. last night he came over and we spent the entire night together. and because my parents are gone, him and i were able to spend the night together in the same bed. something that i have never done with him before. it was the best feeling in ( Read more... )