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[otisjoe]

all right well i ofiicially HATE liking boys,i just do, because everytime i do its like i break the lock on the door of me and anyone and anything can get in and have the potential to really break me down. UGH i just want to join the peace cor and go off to Africa and avoid all of these stupid feelings all together

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[vogue_dreamer]

What has happen so dramatically, that has made you change your mind?

Even if you went to africa, it wouldn't change anything, geography and jobs don't change the fact that you will always be attracted to BOYS!

[otisjoe]

i havent changed my mind thats the problem, because now liking him even more i just feel it wont work out, & then it will hurt even more but i know i jut wish i liked GIRLS haha then you & i could get married and live happily ever after hehehe

[vogue_dreamer]

Don't get so attached so quickly. You have the hole summer to be home, and do whatever. Why close it down to one thing, one person, one idea.. and one(+) things that your scared of now... it's not worth it.

not at all. If you officially hate liking boys, your getting caught up in the wrong side of them. You shouldn't feel scared, or confused. If anything you should be at ease, knowing you won't get hurt.

and I will only say this one whinnie. Never go back to someone that has already hurt you or put you in a unpleasent position, once before or a couple of times, because it will only happen again.

[otisjoe]

THANKS HUNNY, you are definately right im not the smartest i dunno its the stress i guess....anyhow he has never 'hurt' me before so i dunno im just worried about the situation in general even thought it is no big deal, and it is not as fast as it seems because it has been since october so yeah.....but anyhow thank you so much hunny you always put things in perspective for me ILU! <3 whit