I gotta admit... being alone sucks ( Read more... )

Recently, I had started to brush up on my knowledge of Eastern philosophy. I was very bothered when I looked at my different Buddha statues and couldn't remember the names of each one. During my studies, I was reminded of how Siddhartha Gautama went through all the different extremes of life, trying to find his comfort zone. Indulgence, fasting ( Read more... )

Oh look at how she listens ( Read more... )

dead by 30.. that's where i'll be. only 8 and a half years left, so how do i spend it ( Read more... )

So, I'm giving the whole not being single thing another shot ( Read more... )

I've been very very sick for the past few days. Every night, however, I've had this strange feeling. I've been having uncanny certainty that every night was the last night that I would be alive. Last night was the worst of all. I tossed and turned uncontrollably, laughing and crying. What set this off was, just before the pain kicked in, I felt a ( Read more... )

my new guitar


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got that washburn i couldn't afford ( Read more... )

It went well. Many were drunk and high and me and Kaleeb rocked the fucking house. I'll have pics up on myspace at some point or another. Everyone that bailed on me: your loss ( Read more... )

my love, where did we go wrong ( Read more... )