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san_simeon_girl in ottercreek

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Jun 06, 2007 08:26

This weekend I'm going to Lamb's, Rob's favorite campground on the north shore of Lake Superior that he introduced me to a few years ago and we used to go on an annual basis. He'll be on my mind probably most of the time.

I am bringing some of his ashes up there to scatter in his favorite spots.

It's going to be very emotional.

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nugirlontheblok June 6 2007, 13:30:08 UTC

I'll be thinking of you- I really wish I could be there with you :( *hugs

san_simeon_girl June 6 2007, 13:36:35 UTC

I really do too. I'm going to miss you!! *hug*

nugirlontheblok June 6 2007, 17:54:09 UTC

I will miss you too. But I think this break is necessary for you- even though I know it will be hard emotionally.

san_simeon_girl June 6 2007, 18:05:14 UTC

I need a break from work, true.

But not from you my dear.

And I'm going to wonder and worry about the baby--and you--the whole time.

I hope there's an internet cafe up there somewhere. It's pretty remote but a lot of tourists go up there and quite a few city folks have bought land and moved there the past few years (grumble grumble)... so you never know.

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hawaiianrose June 6 2007, 14:21:54 UTC

That sounds like it will be a lovely but extremely emotional part of the goodbye process. Sometimes I think that doing something, actually doing an action, helps process the grief. I'm glad you will be surrounded by the beautiful lake and woods, hopefully have some time for yourself.

alyxreese June 6 2007, 15:57:02 UTC

Take your time while your there.

I imagine this Dfest will be similar for me. I can't imagine hearing the drumming without thinking of him.

I'll be thinking of you.

san_simeon_girl June 6 2007, 17:03:27 UTC

Yes I'm sort of glad my daughter (she's 13) decided not to go in favor of other activities with friends. That means I can excuse myself (from my boyfriend and my mother, who I'm going with) for as long as I need to and not feel like I have to rush back for anything.

I will probably wait for Monday, as the campsite Rob always used will likely be booked for the weekend. (I'm there until Tuesday.) I really hope it's not booked the whole time I'm there. I really need to have some quiet time in that spot.

Many hugs... mage_girl June 6 2007, 17:07:53 UTC

I hope it helps to be up there and think and grieve some more...

And I imagine you will feel Otter with you...somehow.

My thoughts go with you...

K.

Re: Many hugs... san_simeon_girl June 6 2007, 17:33:24 UTC

Thanks Kim.

I hope I can feel him with me. It hasn't happened yet...

*hug*

Re: Many hugs... kasheesty June 6 2007, 17:50:17 UTC

~HUGS~

Re: Many hugs... san_simeon_girl June 6 2007, 18:03:35 UTC

*HUGS BACK*