Life is fine I guess but I'm not.I am so depressed I go through patches of depression that at times seem so unbearable .Its not something I usually talk about on here, cos to be honest who wants to know.I can't seem to get out of it.I crave company but when I have company I can't cope with it.I know in time it gets better but at the moment it seems unsurmountable
I am on so many tablets I rattle but nothing seems to help.I find it really hard to cope with.I hardly go out anymore and spend most of my time in bed with my darker thoughts .Home is going to pot and so is the garden. Life really more that suxs at the moment