So I got home and my whole neighborhood was covered in snow!. I hope everyone enjoyed the picture mail of my new BFF...Snowman.God I love random weather and new friends ^_^

So today was Meena's funeral. Rode out with my Sister and Brother-In-Law. I was doing alot better than I thought I was. The Preacher guy was doing a nice job and saying alot of nice things. Then my Mom's cousin (the musician) and his new girlfriend had a piano violin duet of some biblical song. After 3 notes I was sobbing hysterically along with ( Read more... )

Everyone for an awesome night. I really needed those laughs. Game nights are always awesome. Went and played some Brawl after the games and then went and ate at some place Pat like with Rachel, Annette, Marius and Pat. Apparently the bleu cheese there comes in whipped butter form. Weirdest thing I have ever seen. Also cashing out at $15 dollars is ( Read more... )

I've been doin ok. Trying to just go on and live life normally. Every once in awhile something will pop into my head and make me lose it. I hate the randomness of grief hehe.Went and ate with Pat's family at Cheesecake Factory for his birthday.I won hella last night, but lost some of it and took Katie out to dinner. Hehe so overall it was a fun ( Read more... )

I woke up today to Howard coming into my room to tell me everyone's been trying to get ahold of me because my Grandma didn't have much time left. My phone had fallen on the floor so I couldn't hear it. I get dressed and drive up there with Howard. As we're pulling into the gates we get a call. She had already passed. I sat with her for a few hours ( Read more... )

Thursday (Thanksgiving)- Had Dinner at my Sister's with the Family. It was a great time. Went as a family to go see Meena. Pretty hard stuff. Went to Ptown afterwards with my Mom. Went to the Casino and doubled my money ( Read more... )

So Saturday and today totally made me feel unsad hehe ( Read more... )

I have a good job, a great family, the best friends in the world, my health and many other amazing things why am I so fucking sad? I don't feel like I'm missing something or that I need more. I don't feel like I've been dealt bad cards in life or anything like that either. I'm just sad. And I'm fucking tired of it. Not even hanging with my brothers ( Read more... )

Sorry again for the late ass text everyone! Walking/running for 2 hours really gets your brain moving haha. I was just thinking about all the great adventures I've had with all of you. All the songs that kept playing really helped too haha. I'm tired of being sad all the time. I really need to start changing how I think. Oh btw after I wrote the ( Read more... )

Thanks everyone for watching The Office with me and playing Smash Bros. It feels like everyone is getting better at that game hehe. Better start practicing....