well me & eric are officially over. I guess its really the end. He just doesnt want a relationship. It sucks. But i'll get over it. Atleast we're still good friends. Feeling ya up ;-) heh

well last night i didnt have much time to write. So, heres what happened. Spencer and jim came and got me, we go to steves then to amberlys. Then we're off to the fair. Amberly and Morgan just kinda leave and me spencer and jim buy tickets. we go to the orbiter and the ferris wheel. then we get bored so we go to the livestock building then leave ( Read more... )

Is it weird that i want to learn how to skateboard? I mean all my friends do it, eric does, and i think itd be a cool idea and a new thing. I need a hobby badly.

well i just got back from jennifers. it was ok. we just basically sat there. atleast i was out of the house. Idk what im doing tomorrow, probably nothing. Then Friday I might be hanging out with eric...idk yet what hes doing though. hm..well i have nothing else to write cause nothing else is going on. bye.

things that are true are bolded

01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I have gauged earrings. [use to]
06. I wear black eyeliner every day. [not everyday]
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write.
09. I ( Read more... )

Well me and eric are better but we're still gonna have to work on the whole telling eachother when theres problems. Uhm..I went in to get work at the modeling agency-looks lik eil be working all day saturday at the fair for promotional work. The guy hasnt called to let me know yet though. Hm... tomorrow I think Im gonna sit around my house doing ( Read more... )

well... hm.. as you probably already know from erics lj, last night we got in a slight arguement, our first one since we started dating again. and its all because i got confused and asked him a question over an answe he gave me from another question. So yeah. And then today i was talking to him about him hanging out with austin and how i trust him ( Read more... )

Well this sucks. My. g'pa is in the emergency room. Im not sure exactly why all i know is it sucks. I cant lose him. Hes the only one ive got and ever had. All ive known him to be is the big tough guy that can handle everything and anything and now hes all weak and cant do anything. it seriously sucks and i dont know what to think.

at amberlys. went to douie o'booster and saw eric. then me and ams had a little picnic and played in the sprinklers...eric didnt wanna hug me after that. So no wim at amberlys talking to eric, darren [which is quite the funny one] and chaz. Katies in the hospital which is sad. My day beens pretty boring until i got to amberlys. oh and zoe humped ( Read more... )

idk when the last time i updated was...so heres whats been happening. Yesterday ottis came home, both rabits are outside, me and eric hung out, went to a party for like 30 minutes, went back to his house..hung out, fell asleep. Today -woke up..fell back asleep..woke up, looked for food, came back here, ate, got wendys, watched mr. deeds, slept, ( Read more... )