well today i sat around and did basically nothing. i did take a shower however. then i got many "happy thanksgivings" from my friends. i was amazed. then i drove down to my grandparents for dinner. it was .. pretty boring. i fell asleep. oh and i found out new and interesting news..that im not sharing with anyone at this time. my eyes hurt.. again ( Read more... )

well today me and jen went to my grandparents and swam..sortve..with the kids. i felt like i was in ice. brrr. then we rode back up here and hung out for a bit, talked to eric..and then she left. then me, my mom, my cousins and my aunt and uncle went to target. couldnt find anything. hmph. then we waited around for zan and danny. they took me and ( Read more... )

well tody was funner then usual. i got to beat the shit out of nick cause it was his birthday. im loving it. heh. and then ive just been talking to a bunch of people. uhm..jen's suppose to be coming over..but idk where she is. and ive been talking to this chikc amanda..shes just like me aha. man..right now im so horny. its not even funny. i hate it ( Read more... )

wel today was fun. jesse came over and we hung out. ottis likes him. heh. the kids came over too. we had a big family dinner thing. me and jesse carried on a conversation about skating for like...20 minutes straight. im exetremely impressed at myself. heh. i need new shoes. im thinking either emericas or lakai's. even though i dont like emericas. ( Read more... )

eric tried to kill me today.
he was gonna push me over the mall railings.
and almost accomplished his goal...
if his mom wouldnt of been there.
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well lets see. today i went to erics. and then we almost took a nap. then went to toys r' us and the mall. while we were there we talked, and i got confused..as usual..but hey i dont care. anyway. we really didnt buy anything..atleast i didnt. his mom got some stuff and he got shoes. we just kinda moped around the mall. i didnt even get my phone. ( Read more... )

lets see. last night went to jessicas party. it was funnish. i had a really long talk with eric. about alot of stuff. i'll know more in 6 days. jesse finially came, im so glad he did. i cried on his shoulder:-\ but im fine now. if me and eric go back out, then we do. if he doesnt want me back..then ill deal with that too. either way we'll be good ( Read more... )

well today sucked. i was up and down all day. my mom thinks im going through depression again and im awaiting a call ill never get. idk. lately i havent seen a bright side of things..ive only seen dark. idk.... spencer and danielle just stopped by. i love them. theyre so awesome. i love danielle. shes so cute. we're working out this little deal of ( Read more... )

well today was...usual. i slept and got pissed like usual. aha. i got pissed because of two reasons. my phone is now falling apart by the seam [phones dont have seams...?] and everyone bombarded me with questions about eric at lunch and i wanted to punch all of them in the face. specially because none of them even care about me, just want to know ( Read more... )

well today sucked. i felt like shit all day. and slept most of it. I came home, and went to erics. we talked about alot of things and worked some of it out. idk if we're gonna go back out, i dont really know anything. us going back out is a 50/50 thing. it could or couldnt happen. i dont know and neither does he. i wish he did :\ now im talking to ( Read more... )