I feel so discontent at the moment. I feel like I can't fucking be alone. It's scaring me. I want to be beside someone every second of the day ( Read more... )

Lifetime movies make me cry.

I am back from Tennessee and my period didn't visit me the whole time I was there, infact, it's still not here. Tennessee wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be, but it wasn't fantastic either ( Read more... )

thanks to livejournal being a FUCKING ASSHOLE. It just deleted my whole long entry and pissed me off ( Read more... )

I just woke up, it's fucking four o'clock in the afternoon. I don't have an excuse for sleeping in this late, because I definetly was not out drinking and getting fucked up last night. I just have nothing better to do besides sleep ( Read more... )

I cannot be in this fucking house any longer, I am seriously about to go insane. Everyone has been in and out all day, and what have I been fucking doing? Absolutly nothing. I watched FBI Files all day and slept.
And guess what I am doing tomorrow? THE SAME FUCKING THING AS TODAY.
Someone just fucking shoot me.

Dear Shauna ( Read more... )

Mmmmm woke up around one, had to go straight to work and work untill about ten. Came home and watched Texan Chainsaw Massacre and The Virgin Suicides with Shauna. We bonded and she ate all the fucking good top ramen. Talked to Har-v for a bit ( Read more... )

I noticed something. I can't express my emotions like normal people. I can always write about them, and sometimes talk about them, but it's so hard for me to actually show them. I really don't know how to act upset, or angry, or anything.
Wow, I really am closeminded.

It's really starting to make me sick, I don't want to be a hypocrite and I know that in a way, I am. But it's seriously disgusting. I am trying to stay calm, I am trying to bite my tongue just to make you happy. I can't do it anymore, I can't sit here and watch you, as well as many others ruin there life. Sure, I am not the best example but I still ( Read more... )