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[ounceoffreedom]

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything
But I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted
And nobody understands
I'm tryin' hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There’s no one here to talk to
And the pain inside is making me numb

I try to hold this, under control
They can't help me
'Cause no one knows
I talked

Comments

[hybrid_hes_a]

when you move to my coast.

and i get my license, we shall be able to hang out and talk about everything under the sun.

and how i want to be like jason when i grow up, bc well he obviously has got you, he must know what hes doing :P

[ounceoffreedom]

thank you eric .. but also im not moving to texas so i wont be as close

[hybrid_hes_a]

what happened to north carolina?

[ounceoffreedom]

no it is north carolina.. i meant, i thought you thought it was texas still cuz thats close

I love you girlie!

[jeshers]

First off that song is awesome. I was listening to it over and over a couple months back and it was one of the first songs that actually explained EXACTLY how I felt at that particular time, the never happens to me. I also wanted to tell you how extremely lucky I feel to have met you. Hopefully one day I will be even more lucky to get to hang out with you irl. You are an amazing person and its rare to find people like you. I have never been able to just tell someone something and not regret what I told them. You know what I mean...I just don't know. You are something special girl, and I am greatful for that.

Re: I love you girlie!

[ounceoffreedom]

<3333333333333333

[kels_22]

I know exactly how you feel Britt. I'm going through the same feelings right now. I've been with my boyfriend for a year, living with him for 9 months [yeah, we kinda moved fast, heh] and I'm all ready to get married [or at least engaged] and he's definitely not. It sucks cuz everything else happened so quickly, he told me he loved me after a month, I got a promise ring after 2 and we moved in after 3, and now it's like we're at a halt and nothing new is going to happen for a loooong long time. 90% of my friends are either engaged, married, pregnant or already have kids. So I understand how you feel completely. I see them and how happy they are and shit, and even though I'm happy too, sometimes I wish we were at the same point as they are. Ahh, it'll happen *someday* I guess, like everyone always tells me. But I don't see it happening anytime within the next 5 years

[ounceoffreedom]

Well I hardly wont judge about moving fast. Some people are just that type. My last relationship, we were a couple a week after MEETING and a week after that we moved in together. We lasted 2.5 years.

Jason and I have been "each others" in a sense for about 5 months, but "official" (we wanted to finalize after he got back from deployment in Feb) since Feb. So yeah 2 months and I'm whining about marriage. I know I sound retarded.

[_aperio]

please add me? I'm sally from faerain.net

[ounceoffreedom]

notta prob :)

[improbula]

I stumbled upon your site which got me here after reading a lot of your sites. The whole marriage/engagement thing is something I've always wanted with my boyfriend. Yeah, I'm still a "kid" by many standards and we have been together through most of our youth, but I just feel like things are perfect when we're together. He has an engagement ring I gave him for our four year anniversary and he has proposed to me before - but it's never been really that official. I would love to just be able to call him my fiance... but that's just a title in the end of the day.

Best wishe to the two of you :) if you don't mind, I'm adding you to my friends list.

Have a good weekend

[ounceoffreedom]

exactly, its just a word but somehow makes us girls feel special. lol