Just as I post about my babies..

The little purple fish died for some reason. I don't know why, I've had him only 24 hours.

He was my favourite. I'm stupid to cry so much over a fish.

I want to kiss you on the mouth,
And tell you,
I'm your biggest fan.
-Nightmare of You

in my
mind
there is only i
(and perhaps
even he)
my muse
to which i
s h a r e
my heart
my world
my thoughts
&
maybe even my darkest secrets
and only we exist
between paper
and pen

i, just i,
(and he) -
and we are all merely nothing,
just a t(/f)ool of poetry

you're so
fucking
lovely
&
i want you
for m i n e

and mine alone

he
makes my toes tingle
my heart race
(but best of all)
he takes my breath
a w a y

over&over&over again

d i s t a n c e
may be between us
but i still feel
your fingertips
& kisses
when i dream -

distance doesn't last forever, baby
(but my love lasts a lifetime)

& I
listened to the song
that reminded you of me,
c r i e d myself to s l e e p,
and dreamt (of you) 'till two p.m.

Happiness for everyone.
Don't worry, the smiles are all on me. :)

He carries around my letters in his pockets.

I knew he was perfect.

he is the stars in my sky
&
the dream i dream (throughout the night)

sincerity of the sweetest salvation
with three small words
and that's all it takes
for
me
to
fall

head over heels for you, boy

He is a sap, and he knows it.
(and I love him more for that.) :]

inebriated
by the foulest ecstacy
pouring from your eyes

between quivering breaths
and trembling thighs
...oh...
(still so ever blind to)
his
sweet
sweet
corruption

baby you bring out the best in me -

but i still bring out the worst in you.