Well this year has been crazy. I've had a lot of ups and downs but nonetheless I learned a lot. I've been dating Bradley for two years now and we've grown so close that I basically can't see my life without him. This past semester was the best I've done in school in a long time. 3 A-'s and one B so far, waiting on one more grade. Also, I worked as ( Read more... )

Well it's 1:14am And I'am awake go figure. Well I have some things I want to get off my chest. So i'll put them here ( Read more... )

 so I haven't wrote in this in quite some time....well, this year has been deffinately the most difficult ever.
Between not having a car to college essays and all that junk in between.  Norhing is the same, everything
has deffinately changed. I would consider, jen, ailin, audra, and nikoleta my best friends. Olivia is still
close , but its not the ( Read more... )

I’m so tired.

Tired of this.

Tired of this feeling.

I just want to be done with you.

For good.

I’m tired of wasting my thoughts on you.

When not one thought of me ever occurs to you.

I’m being honest when I say

I want to hate you

So badly.

But I can’t.

I try

I really do

You moved on just oh so quickly

Everything stopped just oh so suddenly

You’re ( Read more... )

so i havent wrote in this  in a while sooo...Ive been hanging out with my friends alot and it has been amazing at times and really hard at other times, Um im not in a relationship right now, tho I like someone alot that I prolly cant even have something with cause some dilemmas lol.Ive been hanging with sean alot lately =) hes amazing. Lately went ( Read more... )

well i dont have alot to say..I've been hanging out w/sean,jenn.and ailin alot.
but lately ive been feelin sick, and insecure about alota things
I came to the conclusion i want a boyfriend.
Letting go, when you dont want to is the hardest thing to do.
I cant believe how lovers can become like enemies.
or at least thats how it feels.
im sick of motels, ( Read more... )

I havent wrote in this since may, and I think its time livejournal comes back in my life.
Well alot has changed, I'am no longer with arlex, its been like that for 7 long horrible months,
and I literally tried everything. I have the best friends in the world who are always there for me..like
Ailin,Jenn,JennRueda,Oliviuhhh,Cassie,Brooke,Nicole, and for ( Read more... )

so today was kinda bad...i woke up late ..got to school late...lunch pretty much sucked..but then the college fair w/ailin ...i love that girl soooo much. and im so happy for her <3. the boy hmm...he pretty much killed me today..he dosent know how much he fucking means to me.

WOW.. so i delted like my myspace..im done with the bullshit. and um im living in brewstet it sucks..
everything a mess , and the boy i love drives me CRAZY. im so confused.

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can you save us?

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