i'm exhausted, i have to get up way too soon. twilight is doing a service at bremwood tomorrow morning-it should be cool/different/exciting. hah, i have to talk at it...its 12:50am, and i still don't know exactly what i'm going to say, i really haven't thought about it ( Read more... )

oh my beautiful friends...i love you. remember that ( Read more... )

i went swimming tonight..i can't hear out of my left ear-its stopped up with water, and my eyes feel like they're going to burst into flames. holmes is over-chlorinated. mm, yes ( Read more... )

i just spent 30 minutes trying to cut the song reflection from 4.5 minutes to 1 minute. that's tough stuff, guys ( Read more... )

today was beautiful. friday was beautiful, aaron is beautiful. life, in general is beautiful. i spent the weekend with the majority of my closest friends, minus lisa (where did you go, dearest?) and brooke sidwell, due to her residence in effingham. God has blessed me with strength-more than i ever could have asked for. i'm loving life right ( Read more... )

so tired...i should be sleeping. i haven't been getting any sleep at all lately, mainly because i've been in waverly until 1-3am for the past two nights in a row. i saw the passion-intense. i'm leaving for minneapolis tomorrow...to go to tooth & nail..oh man, so excited. not only is it mewithoutYou and other good bands- it's chance to get away, ( Read more... )

i know i'm not catholic...but i gave up instant messanger for lent. uh, i was completely addicted. so i think this here journal is going to end up being my lifeline through the withdrawl phase of the treatment of my addiction. i guess i realized how much of a crutch IM was, i could say things i woudln't say in person--that's not right. if i can ( Read more... )

in the words of a dear friend "senior year holds you back." i'm counting down the days. i can't wait to get out of high school, away from things i don't need; into something i really want to be in. no more math worksheets, hallway passing time, forced emotions and overplayed drama. oh, the glory of college. if i can pick one out-then i'll have ( Read more... )

i chopped one of my best friends hair off...i can't believe i did it. i didn't do it alone, but emmib ryan and i did it. i almost feel bad, it was his trademark--but i guess people don't need trademarks? he loves it though. which is what's important. i'm way nervous about his parents though ( Read more... )

it was a good day. i struggle remembering the good days. i struggle remembering the good things sometimes, but i never seem to forget the things i wish i could forget. hmmm ( Read more... )