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[ourheartsbleed]

not much worked out today. other than hanging out with krystal but it was only for about an hour and a half which sucked hard that she had to work. band practice didnt hapen because steve couldn't practice and that left us with no bassist or second guitar, or jam space either. i have recorded a song i made up as i went along and a song that i

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[_prettyugly_]

Time seems irrelevant when viewed from a window. Things just exist, carry on with mechanical monotones. Or at least the commuters. I can make out their vacant expressions from the school cafeteria. They look angry at the traffic and it's lights. It insists on making their life just a little more pathetic. I guess in it's own way the city is talking to me, urging me out. Begging to be loosened from the slavery man has bestowed upon it. It will send each tired, defeated commuter to his death. Or convert him. It is in us. In us to survive, in us to punish. Why is it that the miserable city life we enjoy here has to make the rest of the world miserable with us. Maybe I'll live the day when we all, throw up our hands and move to the forests and tundra's. We'll catch fish and grow enough food for our children and our best friends.