so tonight i talked to ashley and learned alot ofthings. and i thought my cat was a person in my cabin that had broken in. now since there is no one left im going to try to sleep, it'd be better if i had waited till sunrise, but this is fine.

after the sleeping incident, i came to my cabin. it rained for 10 minutes and then the sun came back out, that was really just the universe spitting in the faces of all the people at grand beach that day that were just up for the day. then, generic post topic, then i came home and had dinner, and other useless things until 10:00, then i came home ( Read more... )

first off, i'd like to apologize to steph and eco for not calling either of you to tell you what was going and and eco alone for not going to the park. i fell sleep last night at 6:30 and slept straight through the night ( Read more... )

fuck, to much has happened.
i wish things werent like this.

tonight i realized that there is so much drama in my life that i think in the last year and a half more has happened to me than would happen to the average person in their entire life. this has also made me happier than i have maybe ever been. i don;t think i have ever been able to appreciate this before, but even though alot of the time things ( Read more... )

currently i am at my cabin, on my brother laptop on dial up, i am using it to feed my addiction to the internet. i am listening to !!! (say it three times)on the oldest record player i have maybe ever seen. i dont really have much to talk about but i have more energy today than i've had in months. and im in the best mood i've been in for some time ( Read more... )

oh and one more thing
i want to learn how to lucid dream and dutchphobia is the fear of the dutch, they clearly thought hard with that name.

today i finally got my old camera out so i took lots of photos but i ran out of film so now im down. i got stormed on today and hid under a bush. tommorow im having a fire on the beach if it doesnt rain. thursday is a mostly boring big name hardcore show except the wolfnote rules. stupid stuff happened. i learned alot of things this week, primarily ( Read more... )

i have been drinking alot lately which is weird but i don't have a problem with it like i usually would. today i went to polo park with tyler and we hung out and talked about people. i learned intresting things about people today. i bid on the first !!! 7" a while ago thinking that if i was outbid i could bid again but i never got the email saying ( Read more... )

the things that haunt me in my sleep are moving into waking life, as well.