wrong again. could my timing really be any worse? at least there isn't any competition. i'll win you over yet.

and i promise to help you up if you swear not to step on me when you come down.

i realized that i almost always post private lately, which i actually like to do more.
my moronic brother just hung up on someone who called for me, i don't know the number, mystery person, please call back.
but if you wanted to do something with me then don't call back actually, i sort of want to stay home.
i have nothing to post anymore

Is it the rising roof line that makes me feel so swallowed whole,
or the way my body barely pricks the sky,
the same as a century's worth of virgin's blood that's passed through my longing veins,
scheming to convince my aching mind that pleasure's got nothing on the miracle of need.

Nothing's so purile as meter and rhyme when you can't see the ground ( Read more... )

last post was discarded due to the fact that the person it was adressing came online seconds after i posted it.

so i was bored so i went to my dads closet and found cool stuff, i love my house.
oh and sorry tyler, i don't think i can make the trip, tommorow maybe?

( stupid )

so i've learned to retreat at the first sign of danger, i mean why wait around if it's just to surrender?

i was just in the way. i hope things work out for you.

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I've made up my mind on what i want now, but I think i lost my chance a long time ago.
but maybe i can bring you around again.
you've changed a bit, and just enough.
but i've chaned alot, and maybe it's to much for you. maybe it's right, maybe im wrong.

i didn't sleep last night, so i didn't go to school today. when i did get to sleep it was about 7:00 and i woke up at 9:30. then i played lots of guitar and listened to Arab Strap all morning. In other news, i really need to cut my hair, it's getting bad.

i think its time to make a mixtape. for someone? we'll see.