Someone come quickly, this place was built for moving out.

[ourheavyhearts]

Yesterday was probably my last day of college soccer ever.

I'm not sad. At all. I'm relieved. The only thing that makes me sad
is the fact that I never thought in my life that this would be my reaction
to the end of my really competitive soccer days.

I hate this town. Now that I don't have soccer to occupy my time,
I have to deal with the

Comments

[anonymous]

Hola Tori!

I just wanted to say hey and to let you know that you're not alone. This has been one of the toughest years of my life! Being away from home in a place that half the time I can't relate to sucks and college soccer has not been what I expected it to be at all. It feels like Hell on Earth! Everything seems to be a constant struggle and a rollercoaster of emotions. I have no time to do anything remotely socially fun or even productive. I understand how you've been feeling. In fact, your entry embodies all of my thoughts, exactly. Even though I know it seems weird that we're not in the same place or that we even see each other anymore, if you ever need to talk or anything, feel free to drop me a line. I know that sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to who would understand exactly what I'm going through. Anyway, hang in there and keep your chin up. Let me know how you're doing and how things work out. Good luck getting into State.

--Mego

P.S. You've been facebooked! Haha

[ourheavyhearts]

Awww thank you! That comment seriously made my week haha. I felt like I was the only one feeling this way until I read that. I will definitely keep in touch with you. Let me know how things go for you! I really had hoped that college soccer would work out, but I'm really hoping to get into state. I need some freedom and to be in a place where I belong. By the way, I added you back on facebook! haha

[dialface]

aw tori, at least soccer is over. i know thats a huge relief for you. maybe someday you should walk to macon or i should walk to milledgeville. pffft haha. we're so cool. !!!!!!!!!!!

[ourheavyhearts]

Hahaha. Yeah I'll start walking now. I'll be there by Wednesday.

[merescience]

dude, i was totally listening to rilo kiley while working. kickass.

[ourheavyhearts]

yeah. i love them.

[technicol0rgirl]

i know we're not as close as we were a year ago or so, but that doesn't mean i miss the hell out of you. you're one of the people i feel like i took for granted seeing everyday in high school and i would LOVE for you to be closer and happier. perk up <3 rhi.