Okay, this shit is going friends-only after this post ( Read more... )

This is really screwing with me. I've never felt about anyone the way I feel now. Christ. It can't work. Even if it could, it wouldn't work.

I don't, I don't, I don't.

But I do. And it's fucking killing me on the inside. I can't get 'em outta my head.

I need to get my mind off this! At the very least just for one day!

I don't. I don't. I don't ( Read more... )

I'm actually home before 4:00! Amazing!

And I finally got orch. taken off my schedule for second semester!

I also passed the IU Honors test! Yay!

I'm so fucking glad this week of hell is over.

I received 2nd place! Yay Martha Mihich and I! Woo. I'm actually very excited, but I won't bore you all with the details.

The problem is, I'm really hungry (haven't eaten since like 10 this morning, and I got up at 3:50) but can't eat because we're going out to eat for my lil' brothers birthday, and he and mom are out at a movie right now.

So

Ai. Nothing all that new with the "orchestra situation". Except for my mom talked with Gandolfi. And my parents are really pissed about the whole situation--especially because Mrs.Cooke hasn't contacted them AT ALL about this situation except for that e-mail. We'll just have to see how this plays out ( Read more... )

Thanks for the supportive comments. ^.^ Fifty points to everybody.

Anyhow, I was too busy today to see about dropping orchestra, but I'm told if I drop mid-semester it'll show up as an F on my transcript. Okay, if this was a core class, or maybe NOT BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS, maybe I could see it. But zero hour? It wouldn't change anything except the ( Read more... )

That's right. ME!

It's all because of lates (13) and absences (6). If you get 9 lates you fail. If you get 7 absences you fail. So far Mrs.Cooke has been very nice about it and not failed me. If I'm late once more I get a saturday detention, if I get two more lates, I fail.

The problem is, I'm not a morning person. This is made even worse by the ( Read more... )

Yes. So it's unbelievably sad how many people at MHS don't know what the word diety means. I mean, seriously, come on, when your forced to learn a new word, why not remember it ( Read more... )

My dad said I can't go to school dressed as god tomorrow. He thinks it'll cause problems and offend too many people. Lame. I can go to a party like that, but not school. On Halloween. People dress as angels and the devil, so why not god? That's all I'm saying.

So yeah, I don't have a costume for tomorrow. Uncool.

Had to get up at 4 to get to debate on time. Lame. I'm soooo tired.

But on the positive side, Danny and I placed 6th, even though it was only my first debate. I had a good time.

I wish we had got back in time for me to go party though. ;_;

Sorry. ^.^;