january 17th, huh. its my mothers birthday. 48, old. its not old, it just feels old. it feels like she turned 40 not so long ago. i can't believe how fast they grow ( Read more... )

Ten thousand times I will scream ( Read more... )

i got my timetable in the mail today. get this ( Read more... )

dear you,

i hate you. i want you out of my life. its over. i'm done. i hope you brust into flames.

i love you.
emily.

well, i'm home and it feels nice. on thursday night me, rae, stef and adam went to dennys which was fun. friday afternoon i was going to go hang out at the high school with michelle but it turns out i had to work. i work friday morning from 8:30 to 11:45 and again at 12:45 to 3:45. it was not fun. i forgot what work feels like. then after work ( Read more... )

another big boring day of nothing. this boring day should have been spent studying but i doesn't look like that is going to happen. i did some knitting which was the highlight of my day ( Read more... )

i just finished my first exam. i think it went well. i wrote a 5 page essay and answered a million questions. i'm surprised i finished but i feel good about it. only 3 exams to go. i don't wanna do my last 3 exams. i wanna go now. i don't want to study anymore. grrr....i'm gonna go study now. or maybe knit. but probably sleep.

so much to do.

so much studying. my brain hurts. god damn exams.

i had an interview with my english teacher today. and i think she might have changed my life. she said 'being a teacher i can see it when students have greatness. and you have that greatness. but you don't live up to it. you can do so much but you could do so much more. you don't try hard. but when you do the marks really show. you should never ( Read more... )

did you know i miss you ( Read more... )