life sucks and tonite is the end. he said it was over and im listening. i cant take the silence no more so i am gonna end it all. its all over. bye. adn tell him i loved him. he was hers and theres nothing i could do to change that.

hi guys. i ma so depressed. i guess its just a stage and ill grow out of it but it naturally just sucks. i mean when i woke up today i just knew it was going to be a horrible day. see when i got to school everything was fine till i got to first peroid where ms.dellosa started pickin on me. she would not leave me alone. i just cant stand her. then ( Read more... )

Hey guys. I just got my site up i think. its hard. its www.geocites.com/outcastbaby01309. i love that name. well anyway, ive started talkin to matt again and im not sure but i think i might go out with james again. I like him alot and he is a real special guy to me. He likes me for me and that is what i liek in a guy. Well anyway, on the goodside ( Read more... )

MATT REJECTED ME!!!!!!OMG!!!!!I KNO ITS HORRIBLE AND I HATE IT!!!!!!!WHY HE DID THIS TO ME IS BEYOND ME BUT I MIDASWELL JUST DIE BECAUSE THE PAIN IS KILLING ME INSIDE!!!!!!!

hi guys. i guess im doing a little better. im still very mad at the people who screwed up things with matt. i mean in case nobody noticed i like matt very much. i mean hes a great guy. hes sweet and loving and caring and cute and from what ive noticed everything about him is great. he is someone i really really like. but i cant change what they did ( Read more... )

Today was awful. I cant stand school anymore. I just hate it and if I had my way I would never go back. I am now known as the school slut thanks to this girl named Rachel. In the bible it says to forgive and forget put its really hard to do that when u have a person like Rachel trying to ruin ur life. She is just so mean to me. I could be dead and ( Read more... )

hi guys. everythings ok here i suppose. just thinkin. today dan left for georgia. he wont be back till tuesday so thats not really something im happy about. i wont really get to clear thngs up with him till he gets back. we got in a fight over his ex. i dont kno. she just bugs me. ug.like today when she was at his truck i just wanted to go up and ( Read more... )

Hey guys. i guess lifes pretty good. I am a little insecure about my relationships but its getting better. I am doing better in school. on my report card i got 2b's and a c. ya i kno but i am proud of myself even if ur not. well other than that evrythings ok. OMG!!!! i cant beelieve i almost forgot to tell you! well saturday i got really mad at dan ( Read more... )

hey guys!!!whats up!!!! nuttin much here except today I JOINED LA FITNESS!!!!! I am so exciteda d everything. It is a big step 4 me and all!!!well ttyl...Love ya all oh so much!!!!!bye yall

Hi everyone. now i kno a lot of u were worried about me last night but today i hada talk w/ someone veryclose to my heart and it helped. many of u dont kno him but i do and he helped a lot. well i just thought i would give u a update. ttyl. bye love u all that care.