i've been sleeping alot lately. it's the biggest waist of time but it's the hardest to resist when you're putting off 3 days of make up work. i need a job. i miss being financially stable. the adventurous side of taking the bus is beginning to ware out.

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"I knew I should be greatful to Mrs. Guinea, only I couldn't feel a thing. If Mrs. Guinea had given me a trip to Europe, or a round-the-world cruise, it wouldn't have made one scrap of difference to me, because wherever I sat-on the deck of a ship or at a street cafe in Paris or Bangkok-I would be sitting under the same glass bell jar, stewing in ( Read more... )

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my toes have turned to ice and its really hard to type because sweedish keyboards are all mixed up but im over here and your over there and chances are youve crossed my mind because theres not much to do at night and its kind of depressing because i spent christmas alone, literaly alone in a house with enough cheese and hot cocoa to last a bear ( Read more... )

goodbyyyyyyyye cape coral! i won't be missing you. just the people you obtain.

have a wonderful winter break everyone!

life is about finding your minds g-spot and then some. yeah and then some. why do i feel that everythings caving in on the jennie robbin bat cave. i used to think err believe that hope was hopeless, but then what do you have left to hope for? smoke and trains and inborn diseases of your makers outborn diseases passed on to you for unknown reasons. ( Read more... )

so goddamn fast
was the beat of the pulse
of the girl
who did something surprisingly inperticular
at that time she didn't have her head straight
i'm bent
twisted
entwined in all that is around me
about to break
dont snap the twig
you squirrel bitch!
you snuck into my tent
and stole the cookies
i made when i was 9
you didnt think
i found the empty bag
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