time has no meaning in my kingdom
the days run together
and give way to one eternal night

there is paint on the floor
and none on the wall
wisper to me why

i would ask you to fill this emptyness
but the hole inside of me would only grow
and i would beg for you to let me stay longer
but the rain is calling my name

so i will stumble home
unlock the door
and fall into bed in my wet clothes

i don't need you to talk to me tonight
the rain and thunder will sing to me instead

i ask only that you let me go

i dream about you when i am awake ( Read more... )

well, i won't trammatize you with memories of my christmas break. it was not plesant at all. not devistatingly bad or anything but it was miserable ( Read more... )

you told me lies
and i ate them up
lapped them all up
they were salty
like your lips
i loved them

and now you wish to give me truth
but truth is bitter
lies may not be forever sweet
but they are not sour

go back to the lies
go back to pretend
i cannot handle truth

truth is bright
and i have always been
a creature of night

give me salt
give me

i used to have a very nice monthly cycle. thrity days from end to begining. so about thirty five from eginging to end. it was very nice! no cramps, no tiredness ( Read more... )

lie to me ( Read more... )

why! why! why! *pounds head against key board* why did you think it was a good idea to leave all the daoism reading gor the day before the midterm?!!! why! why! why!

you watched me lose the drinking game ( Read more... )

anyone want to give me three-thousnad dollars? i need to pay tuition and i have no money!!! does anyone read this?