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[outforgood]

so true colors was awesome....

met some new people.... they were great....

learned a lot about me..... threw a work shop....

so i think things will be a little easier.....

um yeah.... dont really have a lot to say right now

i have to go to bed and go to stupi work tomarrow

me head is full.....

-jay

p.s. baby i love you kisses

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[allpowerfuljess]

i really miss you. and i have been trying to take a weekend off so i can build the shelves in my closet for all my junk. I was wondering if you and mannie would like to come over and talk to me and keep me company while i'm doing it. I don't know when it will be. But me taking a weekend off from work seems to be the only way i will be able to see you. So i think i will be taking a lot more weekends off. I love you and i miss you like crazy! i miss you more now than i ever have before. And you live right down the road :(

<3
Me

[outforgood]

jess.... i miss you too.... but i feel that you are pushing me away.... i never hear from you anymore..... not a word.... i just feel that as soon as you wanna talk i will be here to listen..... i dont know... i just feel that you dont want me around because of someone.... (name wont be mentioned... but you know who im talking about) i dont care that you are friends... or whatever... you have a life other than me.. i understand that.... i just feel that we talked more when i was in bristol..... i dont know.. just call me if you ever want/need to talk....

love,
jay

[allpowerfuljess]

i guess i have been doing that a lot lately... i'm not trying to push anyone away. its something inside of me that makes me want to spend my free time sleeping, or sitting in my room sulking or doing nothing. I have been writing a lot too. but i don't think it is helping. I hate that you feel as though i am pushing you away. i don't think i could ever purposly do that. but your not the only one that feels that way. its the people i am closest to that have been feeling this way. even my parents have been feeling that way. my entire life is suffering right now. i feel like i don't have one. i go to skool and i work. I never spend anytime with my friends anymore. even ask danny when the last time i hung out with him was. it was like last week. and before that, it had been a few weeks. i'm not trying to do this. its just sort of happening. *sigh* I'm sorry.

[beautybabie]

I love you both oh so much! I don't want you guys to lose touch...for ANY reason... KNOCK IT OFF!