if you don't want to hear me complain.. DON'T READ THIS!

[outlawchickity]

you know how people say you have to fall sometime? or you can't be happy forever, something bad is going to happen eventually? well i guess i sort of knew that. actually i DID know that because its been proven soo many times in the past but i never want to believe it. everything was actually going pretty good for a while. minimal fighting, ok cheer

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[allio_xx]

i LOVE you vicki!! & i hope things start to get better for you guys <33

[outlawchickity]

thanks alli : ) i hope so too!

[kaylathecoolkid]

well, im tired of seeing you get hurt because you know what? it's ridiculous. i honestly don't care what the situation is, PMS or not! hahaha. i'm sick of it. now the complaining about trying is something totally different cause i feel you on that. i dont think ive ever been in so much pain and well im glad you updated your lj cause i was going to. but im still mad that your so frustrated w/ everything else. im mad that your waiting for someones apology and you need it so bad for you to feel like everything can be okay when you know in the first place it's not your fault. and i'm even more MAD that when i look at you you know exactly what im talking about. ugh, but what i hate the most is being honest with you cause you need to know the truth and the truth hurts:( idon't know what else to say..you deserve the best, nothing less. and i know sometimes thats hard to understand..and sometimes you don't want to understand it, but i guess it's just the way things work out sometimes.

just remember
i&heartsyou.

[outlawchickity]

yea well im definitely tired of being hurt too... : / and im doing everything i can to just be happy which sucks because you shouldn't have to try to be happy. but i guess thats just what it comes down too. ive sort of decided that im going to let peoples shit slide just because when i get into it, it makes my life harder and more complicated and drama-filled. but im way glad thattt we both feel the same about A LOTTTT of stuff and we always seem to know whats going through each others heads.

i dont know when the last time i needed someone so much was. but i know that the last time, i didn't have someone like you to be there for me till the end. someone like you to reassure me that everythings going to be ok. someone like you to actually care. i loveeee you<3bestest friends-always<3

[toxiclips007]

new post new comment...heres the updateeeeee lol ok my sisters boyfriend is coming to our house the 25th and are thinking about going to six flags that weekend but we are not sure yet because he isn't to fond of rollar coasters but im going to try to convince him to go but even if he doesnt we should go because we both have those passes..haha well actully i have one free one and the rest are like 20 dollars or something so yaaaaaa? or what...call me haha since i wont see you at jess's and bay's birthday and i can talk to them at school about it and all that good stuff:)

my behind the wheele is on saturday hah pray for me that i dont end up as some dead car accident victim on the news:) hahah

[outlawchickity]

yea that sounds like a good plan : ) hahah but yes dont die because uhh that would be way depressing : (