woe is this stupid livejournal

[outletguy]

well it's 2:36, apprx, and i have to get up at 8 o clock.

I want to write something really good before I go to sleep, though. I feel like I need to. I owe it to myself. I want to make a difference somehow.

I want to make a difference.

I don't want to be in college. I want to be myself, and not fall into

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[jacksharp]

I know 3/5ths of us would drop everything and not be in college and be poor in LA

..after another semester

[50fishfilets]

you don't have to be anything but you paul...oh i am gay
phones are pretty cool though

[katyk81]

you are listening to Avenged Sevenfold..you deffinately aren't feeling like your usual self.
Paul, i know this might sound like nothing coming from a random gir you met in New York City once. and such. but.
you will get through this.
i felt like that when i went and then came back from Japan. It happens. People always say you need to seize the day and take every sip of water like its your last blah blah blah but thats really hard.
i really think you should try and look around at other schools if you don't like Emmanuel. I think Boston is a great place for you though.
Emerson or Northeastern maybe? things will work out.
they always do.
and if worse comes worse, i will come visit you and make you have a good time.
i know how you feel about the pressure thing. its tough. it really is. but you are an amazingly funny and talented guy.
and you hear that a lot. and you should listen to it.
it's true.
you are a good guy.

[philwinslife]

you are a terrible person and you will never be happy and you will have a beer gut and never get laid and die really early and hate your life forever. and you will have aids.

goodbye, see you at the thanksgiving game.