HELLLLZZZZZZ YYYYEEEEAAAAAAHH ( Read more... )

 so it's been a freakishly long time ( Read more... )

So i haven't posted in a while ( Read more... )

So today I had a band lessons, but nothing was prepared. So I asked my band director for reccomendations of books, and he gave me three books, and 5 songs to play by next week!! aahh!! i guess that's better than an f for the day though. (if you're not prepared for your lesson, you get an f ( Read more... )

Today  was a relatively good day. The weekend was fantastic. I went to my first "real" party. My sister took me to her friend's house.  although we only stayed for 15 minutes, it was a lot of fun. It was my first experience around drugs and alcohol, but it didn't phase me at all ( Read more... )

17 more days until I can snowboard, 17 more days until i can live. I'm counting down, and the days are slowly coming. They couldn't go any slower ( Read more... )

 So i'm obsessed with snowboarding. seriously obsessed. so my smart self today decided that i wanted to watch my burton snowboarding movie. now...i'm like a little 10 year old boy that wants to have sex. SERIOUSLY, i just want to get out on a mountain so badly. I want to get better and better, because i realize i'm not going to be good enough to go ( Read more... )

So I just got back from a halloween party, it was pretty fun. Lots of fun people.

I'm rediculously excited to start snowboarding again. (21 days!!) I've been watching SO many youtube videos and AHHH i want to go. :)

I saw a quote today. It really struck me, "Don't be a stereotype."   I don't know, i guess i just really liked it.

Someone today sent ( Read more... )

 I don't know how to stop over eating. I just start and i can't stop. It disgusts me EVERY DAY. but i just do it...I don't even know why.  It's crazy, I know. Why can't i just be normal? I want to look like everyone else...not afraid in a swimsuit

I just want a fresh start. to start all over again.
any suggestions or advice?