ok so update: ry is movin in w/ his friend mike in north port tonite. $300/mo. for utilities and everything. he's super happy and i'm happy for him. his dad is letting him pick up his stuff @ 5 today. i just hope their relationship gets better, although i know it's hard when ryan is bitter because his dad hits him ( Read more... )

wtf. ryan's dad beat him up today. josh said his face was covered w/ blood and his eyes and lips are super swollen. he's coming to indiana on friday to stay w/ me for a few days before he goes to his real dad's house in ohio. his real dad beat him when he was little, which is why his mom remarried when ry was 6. so i don't know why he would want to ( Read more... )

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yah... last nite was hilarious. emily and i watched cabin fever and it def. freaked us out! so sarah came over to spend the nite w/ me so i wasn't home alone! LOL. i'm such a wimp. so then sarah was out in her car for like 20 minutes to get some pictures, and i told emily she got kidnapped or somethin and emily freaked out! ha it was great. not to ( Read more... )

i can't keep pretending that i'm ready to let go ( Read more... )

work tonite 4-8. then girls nite @ my house! pizza and movies! yay ( Read more... )

It took me by surprise ( Read more... )

i think this has been one of the shittiest weeks of my life ( Read more... )

you're gonna say "fuck you" to me yet two seconds earlier try to tell me that you still love me? fuck that, i told you it didn't matter to you. thanks for the lies.

I can't Hide the way I feel about you anymore ( Read more... )