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this is getting weird.......i feel like i am forced to be in competition.....but not for a personal gain......for someone else....it makes me feel uneasy.......every time i see them i hear them say that i am going to lose and that i will never be worth anything.....this happens so often that i start to hear it all of the time.......like a brainwash ( Read more... )

i am a bit happier now.......things are looking up again........i hope they are anyways.....macs hair looks sooooooooo good......i like it.....its really sexy!!!

i dont know what is right now.....all that i know is that i was mad and now i am less......am i dealing?....am i ok.....i dont know what is going to happen now.......i have been blinded by her.....my vision is cloudy....i dont know what to do.

i am very upset.....i know that i am 'beating the dead horse' but im not dead yet.......yelling wont help....fighting will hurt......but i must stand....i dont like it....i never will....you can never help what you fell wether it is love or hate.......but the way you act on them is the way you get results.....do not feel predator or prey....do not ( Read more... )

i am so hurt.....but i forgive in hopes that it will not happen again.....i do want this to go away....but i have to work through it...i fell like i have worked enough and that someone else should do something......i want her to stay with me forever.....my hope is starting to fade....how long will this take.....i want to be mad to make people hurt ( Read more... )

To see you when I wake up ( Read more... )

She ended our 2 years and 2 months on the day before last ( Read more... )

love is in your friends....id take a bullet for them. i would even take a bullet for a stranger honestly because i love to love

Yes love does hurt.....and it takes a long time.......I know that you are all "what do you know about the pain of love you are perfectly happy?" well I shall tell you a thing that I dont tell many or even talk about for that matter. I just don't want you to comepletly give up on the best feeling in the world. Besides you know it knowing me ( Read more... )