today i seen aother reason why u dont believe shit people say everybody who tells me they love me are full of shit! i real unhappy right now im bout to fuckin lose it actually ,i hope i do somethin stupid and kill myself!!i fuckin hate this world and the people in it!!fuck everybody stay the fuck away from me!!this is my reflection of life !!
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Im soo fuckin having a good life its not even funny!!im making soo much fuckin money,i can do what the fuck i want to, well within limits of corse!! but im working full time and going to night school!! soo i will be done with school in about one month, because for some reason i only need 1 more credit, i have 17 right now!!soo i am picking up extra ( Read more... )

today is friday its 9:30am right now i about to go to work,its gonna be an okay day i am really tired because i work monday thru friday 10 to 6 every day sooim a little tired i wanna get somesleep but i will be goin to get my babygurl on the 7th of may which will be fun probably better than last time!!im getting my a perfect circle tickets for us ( Read more... )

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be
I am the push that makes you move

I miss you sara my babygurl i will think about you all day every second of it!! I love you and miss you love ya babyboy!!I love you
the outsider!

sara is gone and i miss her i had so much funn with her this weekend she is my life and i wish i had her with me right now!! she is the best thing thats happened to me and treats me really good she is a really good gurlfriend and i love her to death i think this will be another one of those long relationships because i can just tell, i know im in ( Read more... )

Chris and Sara just left about 5 mins ago, i miss them it was fuckin awesome, we had such a good time we went out to the beach and we all hung out it was so serious, we went to go find chris some ladys, and we drunk som seagrams 7, and some Goldschlager, it was funn!! im gonna miss them!! we are gettin a perfect circle tickets for hard rock!! ( Read more... )

tool is goin back in the studio but danny,adam,and justin have been working as a trio and they are playin more harder shit!!whoo hooo heres what danny siad froman mtv interview!!For months, drummer Danny Carey, guitarist Adam Jones and bassist Justin Chancellor have been jamming together, and they've already got the framework for 10 to 12 new songs ( Read more... )

I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful

It's calling me...

well friday is Almost here and i cant wAit till chris and my babygurl sara come down!! and u motherfuckers leaving all these comments are fuckin stupid, who ever thinks they can beat my ass HAS ANOTHER THING COMING!, i will be back and ornage city and let me find out who you are and i will fuckin kill you,you fuckin annoymous pussy!! sasha and ( Read more... )