Hm, how does one respond to someone who has sent you a msg saying you’re sexy - and that other person is a female? I figure I just won’t respond - though in a strange way, I’m flattered - but this is the second time I’ve gotten a msg from her. Anyhoo ( Read more... )

Interesting insight from yesterday’s Oprah show. I’ll paraphrase. A lot of women keep the weight on because they’re afraid of being the hot babe. They think they’ll be a danger to themselves.. Yeah, it went something like that. I think that’s true, and I think it applies to me. I don’t have too much weight to lose, but I have these self-defeating ( Read more... )

No walking required today. Slept in till 8:40, and it was good. Watched He’s Just Not That Into You author Greg Behrendt on The Oprah Winfery Show. It’s such liberating information, and I’ve never been in a relationship. Girls should be forced to read this starting in junior high - high school at the latest.

My healthy eating habits aren’t working ( Read more... )

Oh gosh damn it! I got online this afternoon and checked myspace for the heck of it. Well, I decided to see if and of my Hotmail contacts had myspace. Turns out, 7 did. I didn’t really look on said list, but everyone seemed cool enough so I just clicked "Add." Just as I clicked "Add" and the page changed, I noticed one of the people I sent a msg to ( Read more... )

I didn’t get to bed till almost 1 a.m., and I actually got up when my alarm went off at 6:40. Ok, so I stayed in bed for an extra 4 minutes as I seriously contemplated not getting up. But I had these weird feelings of guilt course thru me, compelling me to go. I was out of the house by 7:05, and walked for about half an hour while listening to 30 ( Read more... )

I woke up for some reason between 2:30 and 3 a.m. I hear something. It’s the sound of rain pounding on the roof. Figures. So, when my alarm went off at 6:40, I didn’t get up because everything was all wet, and knowing my luck it’d start raining again while I was out walking. At least I haven’t washed my car yet. Ha! Take that, Mother Nature! You’re ( Read more... )

So, I actually got up at the time I set my alarm: 6:40 a.m. I also actually went on an early-morning walk. The only problem being that it took me about 40 minutes to leave the house. I gotta try and get out in 20 minutes tops. I think if I prepare my clothes the night before, get ready immediately, have my pre-walk "mini-breakfast" downstairs and ( Read more... )

I had more fucked up dreams last night than the night before. I didn’t even get a decent’s night sleep cuz I kept waking up. I was half asleep most of the night, and so I know I was sleep-talking a lot. It’d be funny if it weren’t so annoying that I couldn’t sleep. I think sleeping during the afternoon really didn’t help.

Just got back from my 2nd ( Read more... )

Oh, so I had a weird dream last night. I was married to some older but good looking guy. I think I was about the age I am now, and he was in his 30s. At least he seemed in his 30s. It was all just weird cuz random things started popping up and happening. Our house was suddenly and temporarily overrun by spiders. There were Christmas decorations ( Read more... )

My instructor in modeling class took our measurements today = worst day ever. I knew I have big hips and thighs, but that doesn’t mean I want to know how big. Turns out I'm "pear-shaped." Totally not cool. In order to be in better proportion, I gotta take at least 6 inches off my hips/ thighs. Building up my chest/ back will help by not having to ( Read more... )