So I can't think for myself huh? I beg to differ. So what? Yeah I wanna be with her! Hold up I gotta take down this picture. Now we can talk, oh wait we can't, it cuts too deep. She makes me complete and its eatin at me, but I can't let her know what a catastrophy it truly is. These next few months scare me and its like life double dare's me with ( Read more... )

i am thinking about you thinking, about you consantly but yeah thanks for letting me stay the night it calmed me down and you don't know how much i appreciate you sweetie ilove you peace

well you came to me the other night and made some of my pain just desappear into the night and when you talk to me on the phone for awhile.... I am hanging out i am going to find out what happened to my dad so i am going up to arrowhead and talking to a few of his close friends to see if he left any word of his departure..........if not i gotta let ( Read more... )

Hey.....well i think it would be a whole lot easier if we didn't work together........it is sooo hard seeing ya and not being able to joke around like we use to do...i reminise sometimes about where we were 1 year ago and where we will be in 1 years time and who we will become...........so.....n e who i saved Aaron and stephanie's relationship i ( Read more... )

Hey whats up? last night we had bad storms.........it sucked about 90 mile wind gusts and lotz and lotz of rain i was okay and you got stuck at the walmart which must have sucked from what you told me....... today is all good i am feeling great and took a nice long shower i went to the gym and everything i am so happy... i talked to katy and ( Read more... )

Hey girlie i feel better since i talked to you the other night and kinda found myself with my own words and your advice so I am going for what I need to do and everything I was scared the other night when you came to see me because I was singing a song and thinking about you when you came and then you were there at the side of my car and I just ( Read more... )

Hey well from now my entries are just for you not written towards anyone else I don't get comments anyways. I miss you and I am sorry about last night.... I didn't mean to upset you at all... my leg hurts bad... I went to your place and then I went home and cried because it hurt bad I think that I pulled a muscle and it was the leg that I got ( Read more... )

Well last night was crazy at work Marquita didn't wanna be on register one and ended up going over to photo and Mr. Haywood had to go up front and there was word about Marquita loosing her job. I hope she doesn't loose her job, because for one she is not only fun to work with but she is the best photo tech. we got!!!!! I love it when she does my ( Read more... )

I am thinking about you more day by day. You are always on my mind baby! I miss your deep brown eyes, and silky mocha skin, because when I was with you all I could do was win. The days are so lonely now, and the time passes so slowly without you around, it just keeps getting harder every day. I try to read, write and a number of other shit. But I ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. I am doing alright today. She is all I can think about and the only person i feel for and the only person that has my heart. I went to the store with my mom today and couldn't get her off my mind at all. I miss her dearly, even though she is still here and doesn't go to AZ for 2 months I understand that it is just as hard on her as ( Read more... )