Damn I hate this.

[outt_loud]

Everthing is going great. I can practicly have whatever I want. So why am I not so sure anymore? Its so hard to please everyone. Especially when they blame you for whatever. It realy pisses me off. I'm not going to ever hate them. Ever. And that's why I realy have to think this over. But I have no one left to talk to. So, it's just realy

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[vyxrawr]

this is about me,
and i know it.
and im sorry,
really because i didn't mean to make you feel this way,
i guess i wasn't catious about your feelings,
and im sorry about all that i've said,
really.
but i have feelings too,
and i cant really control them ...
i shouldve kept them to myself ...

[outt_loud]

no vivian. Dont be sorry. That's what i dont want you to do. Dont keep them to yourself. your going to explode. But i'm just worried that you're pissed off at me. Because of a guy. And i am realy realy realy realy realy realy realy realy realy realy realy realy sorry. I hope you're not pissed at me. Because no matter how much you hate me, im never going to hate you. EVER EVER EVER.

[vyxrawr]

you know, you're right.
this is stupid, all this, over a, boy?
& i know, i've written that i hate you,
but i never mean hate,
i just had that strong feeling of anger toward you,
well not nesecarily you, yourself.
but i was just really pissed,
like REALLY pissed.
& mel, i don't hate you,
i did, for awhile,
but i can't stay hating someone forever right. ?
i hope you forgive me,
really.

[vkyk]

omg... this makes me teary.

damn it. I hate it when I cry.