call me an emo fuck, but feel the feelings i do, and die of all self loss

[outxofdarkxeyes]

ever feel like life is infinite yet yu dont want to live it as if its not worth it anymore bc all yu live is pain? where you wake up just wanting the day to end waiting for the arrival and your day moves in slow motion as if saying fuck you, suffer, and you look around everyone is exploding with joy so you think just another bad day... but soon

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[jasper80mina]

Emily..I konw I'm not ur bestest friend..but i think we are friends..ya bitch! but, for real, I would cry if u were gone, b/c u are one of my unique friends..If u ever needed to talk, i am here, and i am still here..I will help u through the cold, wind and rain-myself, not by or with a conselor..Luv ya!
xoxox
<3
P.s-most of us are emo fucks, so don't worry about it-I am too..
Amanda

[tretile_rats]

yes. alomst every week.

i have wished to die. to fall into comaa and never wake up.
i have sat down, watched people scream their heads of in happiness, and im just like, fuk u all, leave me alone.

but i guess, only once have i probably felt exactly wat u r feeling, but then ,those few seconds after the first cut, u realizze wat u have done, are doing, and wat it is that is exactly happening. u letthe knife fal to the floor, and u cry.

yeah...

but as my dear dad said" out of anything bad sprouts something good"

and while the make up shows ur sorrow, the tears show the way.

*kiss*
take care beloved emily.

say hello to the people at silver trail.
peace
sammy

[outxofdarkxeyes]

exactly... love yu.

[tretile_rats]

I HOPE I DID SOMETHING TO HELP.
TAKE CARE. BYEYE