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Come home now.

I need the weekend of April 28-30 off and its not looking pretty.
I will work on it.
Hard.

Tall shoes are going to be my new thing. I need to elongate (sp????) this 5'2 body of mine.

I have so much but so little so say.

Its hard when you have worked so hard at something and sort of expect people to notice and no one seems to at all. Its almost as though I haven't worked hard enough. It was never that I was going to stop here but I thought this was a big milestone and obviously its not. I tell myself I should be happy and proud butI just can't seem to get there. Oh ( Read more... )

i haven't been high in forever
i ate the whole fucking world
thank goodness for harvest mountain!

Yesterday a 5-yr-old little girl told me that Dora the Explorer (a cartoon for people who don't know) needs to lose a little weight ( Read more... )

And I am pretty obsessed with watching them decline.
Its okay though.

I thought that I was doing pretty well with the whole forgetting thing but tonight it came back a little. Whats a girl to do.
People come home for Easter soon.
YAY!

I want to go tanning.

Again I worked out today and again mystery blisters show up on my body.
Only this time they're on my legs too.
WTF Mexico? What did you do to me?

Its 8pm and the sun is still up.
I love it.

I want some cigs.
Great.

...yea so that whole no soda thing.

*EDIT GOALS*
- Say sorry a million times to Audg to not being able to afford a much needed trip to greencastle
- Talk to Fancy all the effin time cause we were stupid to ever fall of base
- SUMMER GOAL hang out with my girl that got me through a lot of sr year allllllllll summer cause we are fabulous ( Read more... )

I was going to start another LJ or xanga to keep private and just write in but then I realized that only a few of you still read this and those are my closest girl friends so why not just fucking write. I mean you all already know this stuff about me whether we talk about it or not so whats the huge deal of keeping it a secret ( Read more... )

I should be getting ready, then going down to 212 to pre-game and then head out for another night of unlimited drinks and dancing. Instead I am sitting in my room alone with eye drops, a few trips to the bathroom, and a peeling scalp. Thats right I am back from Mexcio and it is hitting me hard. Instead of getting sick in Mexico like most people ( Read more... )