Comments | over_rated: you're my undercover, the thought of you keeps me awake

over_rated

you're my undercover, the thought of you keeps me awake

Aug 19, 2004 21:25

i haven't written anywhere since my mom read my journal. that has honestly made my life a living hell. my mom is severely convinced i am going to kill myself anyday, and she's mad at me for it. she won't let me stay at anyone's house, ever, because she doesn't know what i'll do. but apparently she trusts me?? that's her arguement and it doesn't ( Read more... )

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xx_destiny_xx August 20 2004, 20:27:42 UTC

You sure are changing, kiddo. You used to want to stay home all the time, as I recall... or, not that you wanted to, but you did. And at least your parents want you at home... wait a year or so, and they'll be itching to kick you out. Then all you'll want to do is stay. Think of it this way: Free room and board, at least for the time being. I know it's an assholish way of looking at it, but if you can't stand your parental units, it's the best way to see it.

See you on the ave.

over_rated August 22 2004, 10:12:16 UTC

i know. it's nice to have free room and board, sort of. but really, all i want right now is to know i can do it on my own. you know? if they kicked me out, it might make me happy to have to do everything for myself. im not so sure if that makes a lot of sense, but basically, i dont want to rely on them or anyone else for that matter. i really don't want anyone to care. you know??

deviliciousness August 21 2004, 01:04:14 UTC

Sorry about your Mom and your journal... That's rough. I had a similar thing happen to me my freshman year. I love you and I hope things go better. Give me a call anytime if you need to... my cell phone is (314)560-6723.

<3 Katy

over_rated August 22 2004, 10:13:14 UTC

<333 i miss you soo much. good luck this year. hopefully ill come down and visit some weekend. thanks(:

hello! marorubmytummy August 30 2004, 22:18:52 UTC

hi abby, just thought id letcha know i have a journal online now...catcha lata crazycat

love ...your way...from my way ;)

Re: hello! over_rated August 31 2004, 21:28:14 UTC

aahhhh (: HI. exciting.

likeabomb September 6 2004, 22:17:39 UTC

im sorry i havent read in such a long time.
i think its safer to have online journals for the sole purposes of hiding shit from parents.
how is senior year going??? i hopeyoure having a blast
<3

over_rated September 12 2004, 15:17:34 UTC

it's okay. i feel like we haven't talked in forever i miss you so much. i hope things are well, and i really hope we get to talk soon. <3333.

xx_destiny_xx September 20 2004, 21:01:31 UTC

hey kid. just letting you know I added you. ta.