sometimes, it seems like everything is going perfectly fine and then 10 seconds later it feels like the world has just ejaculated on you ( Read more... )

brian apologized to me! it made me happy. now we're friends. he talked to me today at school.. 1 hater down.. millions more to go ( Read more... )

today has been kinda shitty and it's only 1st period. *sighs* i wish things could be easy.. but no.. they can't be ( Read more... )

i hate school. it's so annoying. it's not so much school but the people in it. they all suck. including me ( Read more... )

everything is getting kinda stressful right now. i don't know.. sometimes you hear too many things in one day, and it makes everything seem so pointless. everyone's been trying to pull the whole guilt trip thing about the whole brian situation on me today.. and it's just frustaurating. i wish that people would let me figure things out for myself. * ( Read more... )

i had a bad night last night. it was so friggen bad. harley told brian about something that apparantley was none of his business, and apparantley he didn't want to get involved in, but i guess he decided to. brian hates me now. hooray. we were talking on msn last night and apparantley, i'm a fucking whore and a cunt. i feel so good inside. also the ( Read more... )

i realize i have already posted today, but i'm a livejournal fiend ( Read more... )

i had a wicked good weekend. i definitely did. i think i'm in a bit of trouble here.. but i'm not really too concerned right now.. because i'm happy and i'm living for myself now, instead of living for other people my entire life... which some people have told me that i had been doing. i ate soup at lunch today. it burnt my hand and i was pissed. * ( Read more... )

"candice, i can't say that i didn't see this coming ( Read more... )

blah. today has been pretty boring. nothing bad has really happened yet, but i have a feeling that it might. i dont know... i have 900 plans for saturday, so i'm definitely going to have a busy weekend.. *sighs* oh well at least it'll keep my mind off things right? bleh. anyways.i braided my hair last night to keep me pre occupied. i'm bored. i ( Read more... )