Self Analysis

[over_ur_head]

So it has come to my attention that lately I have been a tad bitter, more critical of others, very defensive, and I've lost my fun and my ability to get excited about the little things in life. It's been harder to smile, and I can't seem to take a joke. It's almost as if, when friends show me or tell me new things, I don't get excited for them

Comments

[arabtrw]

I do not share in these woes. However, I too feel as though I've reverted to a self that ran-a-muck through my life. I've no excuses for any of it, only bitter feelings for poor decisions. In any case it is teaching me that life is not to be tread while living in the past, nor can it be subjected introspection while one's head is peeking around the next corner. No, I am attempting to reclaim my life for the now also. It is, after all, this now that we must face and it is this 'who' that we are. Thus if we look upon ourselves with disgust, we must look upon the self that we are living with at the very moment our lip curls or waste our look and have it miss it's intended mark.

[anonymous]

i just read this.
can i just say that you have by far exceeded yourself in life than i ever have. i'm not very good at expressing what i want to say in words, but it seems like you're looking for a "title". and at the age of 24, who gives a shit. you're in love. you do what you love. and you're good at it. you travel. you're musically, artisticly and socially eclectic. you're focused and determined and apparently are doing so well in school.
you need to go out and have fun every so often. it makes you a person. it makes you alive. it makes you laugh.
sorry if this is stupid cuz i'm babbling. but i mean it.
love ya!!

[over_ur_head]

Thank you so much...whoever this may be.

It has helped, and I have gotten better about these things! I'm still working at it, but I'm appreciating everything a bit more, and I'm not over-absorbed in my work anymore. I still have a focus, but it's not all there is, and I'm loving being where I am at this point of my life.

[anonymous]

haha that was stacey. i guess i wasn't logged in.

[over_ur_head]

^_^

I thought it might be.