i am lost
i have no future
i dont know
i want so many things
yet
i dont know what is teh best

i should start talking to myself in here more often. its so much easier than talking to real people.

the electoral college was put in place in order to ensure that ignorant voters didnt fuck up elections. clearly that is why it is still in place.

I have decided not to vote. I don't like any of the candidates, nor do i feel either one will make any impact on my life. i was going to vote socialist so i at least felt that i was voting for something i believe in, however one candidate is a retarded ignorant bitch and the other is an immigrant that cant even legally be the president. fucking ( Read more... )

i almost just decided to quit smoking again. yea, almost. I need a roomate. Why do all of my friends have to be unemployed, not ready to live on their own, or have total shit jobs? How is it that i always manage to surround myself with people that are not capable of being independent? i dont feel like spending more than half of my income on rent. ( Read more... )

it really doesnt matter anymore.

I cant wait. Things are such a bitch to plan. If all goes well I will be away from this region before my 22nd birthday. All I have to do is sell my excess vehicles and plan a transfer. School is almost over with. and I should have a vehicle to travel with by then.

gotta love that just me (private) option.

so my little cousin got his gf pregnant

ive come to this point again.
where everything is coming close to the end.
things would be just so much easier.
things should be.